not the biggest fan of the yellow and red. makes me feel like i am in a bad trip.

paul you seem to have the new camera ich. good deal. it is funny seeing how many new photos are being uploaded. doing some cool stuff you should come and use the lights in the studio sometime, it is fun. alows you to do some pretty dramatic stuff.

man this has been a trying past few days, 1st my computer at the office shit the bed. never a good thing. so i had been trying to find out what the hell the problem was and in the meantime get all my work and projects done for my clients. being that i am 3 days behind now and with out a video card i am a little stressed. it is all good though you just need to laugh about it, and on a good note i am getting a new video card. an nvida quatro fx 1100. so i am pretty excited anbout that and being able to get back to work will be nice. so i wondering if anyone wants to head out somewhere around allen tonight for a drink, give me a heads up. so in the meantime i am goin to do some work but call me at the office 923 7000

what if in the chat room you could acess each others web cams. i know you are close it asked for permsion to acess mine when i stoped in there, maybe if you could do this it would get more people to stop in there from time to time. it is kind of pointless feature rigt now being that no one takes advatage of it.

So it is my birthday and the only person who remembered is my little sister. I knew I loved her. Well after a day of just sitting around working on projects I have been putting off, I am off to bed. I think I have come to realized I just don't fit in here in buffalo. I don't think I have had someone who I trusted fully, and it turns out everyone I seem to let in stabs me in the back. I know this is a bit of a rant right now, but everyone has this little down moments. I can't seem to relate to anyone anymore I think I grew up to fast. I have never asked for much, I already have so much. I think it is the constant rejections that get to me. The list of bad dates and people I have dated is starting to ware on me. I think if I could have one super power it would be to read peoples minds. I have never kept anything from anyone. There is so much I don’t understand but if I break it down it is always so simple. I see friends stuck in relationships that do nothing but destroy them, but no matter how miserable they are, “but she/he makes me happy” fucking get over it already. I think I have lost track of any point I was trying to make here. So here you have some of Zack Schneider’s fluid thoughts. Enough for tonight I will talk to you all again soon.