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10/06/2006 23:40 #36055

baby bluejay from back in the day
Category: memories
Bizzarre

I think I 'ran into' someone I knew briefly from about 23-24 years ago.

Yeh, I was just a lttle girl then.

I have this distant memory of this person. Havent thought of them in years. Why would I?

I did a search for someone completely different-- I wanted to find an old female friend from college who last resided in California. And I havent "searched" for anyone in specific- ever. But I stayed intonight and have been vegging out.

I suddenly decide to look up an old pal. Somehow, this person came about in the search results. I swear I saw "california" on the location.. then it said, "st. catherines" um, big difference. However, the location and someting about this person (something drew me to take a closer look at the info- -which really didn't tell me much) prompted me to inquire about this distant memory-- which I remembered out of the blue.

random?

I'll feel silly if it isn't him.

I feel kind of silly asking someone to think back 24 years ago to a small detail of their history.

But I couldn't NOT inquire.

I only aksed if they recall general thing; I remember a young boy nursing a baby bluejay back to health. I think its mother had abandoned it or died. This little boy took great care of it and he let his neighbors little neice (me) help feed it. This would have occured in a span of three days more than two decades ago and I havent been back.

Now that I think about it, there are more memories surrounding that-- the details are coming back.

I hope they check their email for this.

The weird thing is, is that all this is a sense of deja vous. As though I knew I'd run into him again sometime.

I was 6 years old.

But things like this happen often.. I just go with it.

I have vivd memories gaing back well before that time. Even before two years of age. Many of my memories are strong.

Then there are all the other details I can recall any time- although usually at random, not because I necessarily want to.

"care, how the hell do you remember that shit?"

"I don't know, I just do"

I can also glance at something and remember it. When I need it to be concrete, I stare at whatever it is for a a moment until I can really see it in my head. I never needed a planner to keep track of anything as I just 'filed' it away in my head, even if whatever the event doesn't occur for weeks or months from that point in time. If I made a list, it wasnt to use when I needed it, it was to visually take a snap shot of it in my mind, so I can refer to is as though I had the actual list in my hand at a later time.

Often when I am remembering something that had been in written form, I am "reading" it from an image in my head. It is very helpful.

So yeh, while all this is pretty normal for me, it may be really strange to someone else.

Hopefully they will drop me a line to let me know one way or another.

How neat might that be?




10/06/2006 19:17 #36054

friday friday friday
Category: friday
my god

the weekend is here. finally FRIDAY!

NOW WHAT?!

tell me! tell me! tell me!

I am full of energy despite having very broken sleep, say towards 3am, hahahaha


good to see you this morning, (e:southernyankee) --Will catch up with you later, I am sure :)


kinda in a movie mood.. whats playin' playas?




10/04/2006 20:42 #36053

a rose
Category: work
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Received this from a father of an autistic boy that goes to the academy I work at. Just because.

I really am a sucker for flowers. I think this amazes me, as it is really just a flower.

I just sat at my desk for a few minutes and held the rose under my nose-- it smells so yummy.

I thought I would take a pic with my phone.

I really need to buy a camera. If I still have some 'extra' cash, I would like to buy a camera soon; although I don't want to spend the money.

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10/02/2006 21:53 #36052

All Male Orgy
Category: party
Made ya look, haha

Really though..

(e:metalpeter) and (e:leetee) have some really great pics, but they don't have these ones, hehe

Who knew how kinky the muppets could be?


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If you could have seen Animals face..
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Ariel View of the golden velvet porn bed spread:
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Go Gonzo. With that nose and that flexibility.. well, who really does need to leave the house?
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enjoy



metalpeter - 10/03/06 20:20
Thanks about the pictures. I have more to put up hopefully I'll have time on thursday. On an inside joke note I thought you where going to have pictures from the footage of me you have and won't share :) . My question on the pictures is what muppet is taking the pictures and how are they keeping the camara steedy; HA.
mrmike - 10/02/06 22:23
you crazy minx

10/05/2006 13:57 #36051

how not to get hired
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