I woke up in a great mood today. It is October 1st. I adore fall and the feeling it wraps around me. Today is the taste of Bethesda. I will venture over that way to explore a little. Meanwhile, I tried to set some mental goals today: grasp hold of what I want and where I want to go before I allow time to swallow me whole; be more accepting of what I want vs trying to please every other body; Simutaneous to the prior two statements, I want to accept those around me for who they are and & what they bring to my life vs any type of ideal that I may have secretly impossed on their being; Furthermore, I wish not to fly off the handle and damn it all to hell as I tend to do as of late. That gets you nothing but a mind full of angst at any and everything around you.

I really need to find that which i seek but I need to seek more of that which I desire.

Life doesn't just show up @ everyone's doorstep. Sometimes you gotta get up and get out and LIVE!

Oh how I Love Fall!!!! It is my favorite season next to winter, then spring with the beautiful blossoms!

Bright days colored with gold, maroon and green leaves throughout; Slight chill whipping across your cheeks that cannot deny the world a smile; aahhhh...

A nice stroll down good ole' Elmwood Ave; greeting the passerby's, peering into the sidwalk boutiques, and don't forget to grab a flavored steamed milk @ (e:SPOT) (besides, you will be certain to bump into an (e:peep) or two while there!).

Bike riding through the Buffalo neighborhoods is always a treat! The sights, the sounds, the soothing beats of the streets.


Ahhhh, the Love of Buffalo!


a view from my old window on Elmwood Ave
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The Onion and The Toilet - Just plain irony on the streets of NYC


Yellow Game Seats


Got Smokes?


Somewhere in the spokes of life


City Barn


beyond the boardwalk


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home late. missed my appt. drats.
day @ length. was everyone satisfied?
fundraisers galore. life changes for all. so many different paths shooting in every direction possible.
good girl vs. bad girl > what went wrong? Everyone is entitled to live a little. suppose you learn @ what cost...
time ticks. time tocks.
sadness persists through the surface. of happines.
parties, outings, wrong perceptions. who will ever know?
tiredness - extreme. boredom - continuous. happiness - still eternal.
time out!
what comes next?

i went to this sushi resturant the other night and they had purposely designed a unisex lavatory area. here is a photo shot:

Of course I did not take photos of the boys stall; I wanted to stay a little while longer and enjoy my dinner without being escorted off the premises...

anyway, it's boy girl boy girl stalls; and you wash hands together. this is why I love sushi soooo much. it brings together the senses and the sexes. I could just imagine saying, "well, we met in the bathroom 1 year ago and the rest is history..."

cute.