don't you hate when you pay for services and you don't get exactly what you wanted???

Esp when you pay someone $50 for a freakin' haircut!!! not a wash, not a style, just to fuckin' cut some hair!!!

I have no hair. it's not sexy like I wanted. It's cutesy patsy like. it sucks.

so, in much witheld angst, I went to the mall to add on the new do...
$60 worth of shirts (marked down of course, but still hot!!!) to redirect attention from the hair elsewhere...


yuck.

sad me...

crying is so unbecoming... esp when you look like a boy.
"boys don't cry!"

so things were going well, better than well: Fabulous!!! Black tie affairs, church services, dinners, fancy brunches, family love and the entire 9....

then play time ensued...

I think I am reserving my one way ticket to hell ATL style!!! so sad, very sad. Last night the preacher said "EASY, things would be easy as long as you didn't sin..."
24hrs didn't pass before the martini's were pouring and some other umentionable stuff started... good lord I need to chill...

why is it when you return home from vaca, you sometimes get the blahs...
"blah"
I don't want to do much of anything. go figure, it's the lazy procrastinator in me.

I don't want to hang out tonight. instead I actually fried food(in the oven. though it seems like that may be a fire hazard!) and gorged. this is a necessary sometimes. esp when you are too poor to aford the golden arches!

I have to catch a flight mid-day tomorrow to Atlanta to celebrate my Grand Papa's 70th Birthday! That I am excited about, but at the same time I am removed from the excitement.

darm pms.

don't want to pack.

"sing" Pity Sing "sing" I am addicted to this song "Radio". "We'll fuck on the radio...la dee dah..."

New York City = Hella Fun!!!
West Village rocks!!!
Great hanging out with (e:Lilho) ; (e:Tina) ; (e:thesimeon); and (e:hodown) too !!!
Gosh, I love and miss New York!!! Nice to hang out in my old hood.
Music in CP & Washington Square Park; Crack deals on the corner; Celebrity sightings around the bend; and unbeatable energy holding it all together!

Hot music, Hot people, Hot Town!!!

(the several hundred pictures taking will be shown at a later time. stay tuned)
night night time...

Fun at the Brickskeller Bar in DC;