Solder, sew, solder, sew.

Tonight is the show for the fiveV project. I am so excited about it being done as my life can finally return to the regularly schedules program that it was.

Not Knowing Makes Me Insane
I still can't stop dreaming about job scenarios. Last night I was in germany working for t-mobile. In real life, Dmitri (the job recruiter) had called again about more jobs but I told him to hold off until June so that I could find out about the Canisius job. It is all I can think about right now.

Maybe I need to learn to not obsess and focus on things, but I guess that is the same strength I use to get stuff done. I mean, I already did everythign I can to make it happen, now it is just waiting to find out. I guess I need to realize that no matter what, I will find something great, so everything is going to be fine. I suppose it is really the $80,000 in student loans that is eating away at my sanity. Sometimes I question if I should have actually just gone for the Second Life job because it sounded so fun and because I probably would have known a lot sooner.

I will be posting throughout the day today about the show and the progress.

It's almost time till there are some new tech developments for the site. I can't believe grad school basically ends on Friday give or take a paper and some favors. I am so ready to begin the next portion of my life wherever it takes me.

Hopefully I will be teaching at Canisius. Then I will invest a lot of money into this com,unity site and make it much faster, cooler, easy to work with for me.

If not then something really wrong happend, because I am seriously qualified for the position - maybe then I will pursue my Italian citiizenship and go back to botany. I am convinced there is a career for me in vitaculture. I decided I am keeping my new user pic with the tie until I know either way. I am so anxious to find out. When I asked my Chair today how long it would take, I got the idea that at some point in May I would know, but not tomorrow or anything like that.

It has been a long ride since I first rode my bike to the job interview for multimedia specialist four years ago. I feel like I have been through so much in such a short period of time.

On another note, you should always get the house salad at Globe Market on Elmwood and I have a new friend named Cassie, she is pretty fun, although a little wild. I am trying to convince her to start a journal too.

The world through soyeons poster. It looks blue.

I was over in the art department today to pick up the final radio chip for our project when I saw the. Read the signs and look at what's in the garbage. Could there me anything more paper product based than the phonebook?