You can't delete entries and leave me eternally wondering about what you had written. It is like on instant messanger when it says your friend is typing but then it dissappears and they never had sent anything and so you always have to wonder , what are they deleting and deciding not to send me? What if it was the most important thing ever...it just freaks me out and leaves me wondering forver...

Went to Paul's last night and saw some (e:people) and it was fun. I discovered gold schlagger (sp?) and hypnotic (I think that was the name) are very tasty but going to sleep at at 5:30 and then being woke up at 9 for going to church for Father's Day feeling like you are going to throw up is not tasty. I don't hate my brother, possibly because of the shared bacon this morning, but I still think he shouldn't have told anyone I think of them as a celebrity. Actually it's not really a big deal and I was just in a sorta bad mood last night for part of the night sorta related to the celebrity incident but not totally and so thought I was madder about that then I really was if that makes sense. Just woke up a little while ago after napping after Father's Day festivities and think I am going to head down to the Artvoice festival. Maybe I'll see some of you there...

Oh and I'm glad to see their is interest in the dodgeball team. I will try to find out more info about where/when/costs soon and post it.

I kinda want a sidekick now but think I would become an addict.

So me and teres and jill were thinking of starting a dodgeball team. They have a league in Western New York. I am still looking into it and trying to get info so I am not sure how much it costs or where it is, although I think they do have a league at the YMCA. Anyone else interested in joining us? We could start an elmwoodstrip.com dodgeball team. Possibly involving tshirts...

So last night after going to the Pink and Jim's Steakout with my brother, Terry, Matt, Chris and seeing some other's I go to get in my car parked being the Towne restaurant and in the car parked next to mine there were two people having sex. Like definetely having sex or well on their way just like in a parking lot where there were other cars and stuff. It was not like an abandoned place where there were no other cars. I think the girl saw me when she came up for some air but just kept on going. It was odd...

Went to Brodo today again and it was still very tasty. I had this soup with stuff in it like italian sausage and chicken and peppers and yumminess. I most definetely recommend it although it furthered mine and Jill's looking like a coupleness. An old bitter couple at that.

On a different note I am starting to think maybe now is the time for me to maybe just maybe start dare I say it...looking for a relationship... who knows... I guess people do it but I am pretty content in my self-centered world never really looking for more..but times they are a changing. Could it be that I can no longer be satisfied only by hardcore friendships, hmm hardcore is a weird word to use for my best friendships but I mean I was always like eh I just like having all my friends, I don't' want anything else. It's not that I don't still love my friends and their greatness nor do I want to stop expecting to hang out with every single one of them everyday but maybe I need something else too. Is that possible Maybe....

That's more than I generally liek to share in an online journal but I'm just in that kind of mood.