I feal bad a blew off a friend today. My buddy makes money on the side doing an addtional job. He can restructure loans and stuff like that. He said he would like me to be on his team. I said I was interested and I was. That is untill today when I was tired and my back hurt. He didn't get into any specifics about what he did or how i would help him out.
I got home from work and slept for 2 hours. The thing is that he didn't give me any details. Would he be training me? Would He be My boss? Are there classes you take and if so How much are they? How much time to you have to commit to it?

I couldn't commit to any thing, so I just didn't call him back. I work 40 hours a week and don't really want to work any more then that. Besides that I'm a screw up, I would never let me restructure a loan for someone. Belive me I screw everything up. I hate my life I truely hate my life. Well I gotta go watch North Shore then wrestling.

I really need a life, if any one has any ideas let me know. Ok I'm going off on a tangent here sorry.

I see that you can upload and Image for a journal but now you can also add a flash file. What is a flash File?

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I admit that I do feal funny posting personal stuff about my self on here sometimes. But at the same time it is a way to maybe be less antisocail for my self. I read other peoples blogs and enjoy meny of them. I enjoy the pictures people put up. I'm not sure if I'm ready to put up pictures of myself yet. So I guess what I do is put up some stuff but maybe not the really deep stuff. But the really personal stuff I wouldn't be willing to share here I wouldn't share off line. But since no one here knows me in person then it is a way to say things that I might not be able to say to someone I know real well.

Beast in terms of a digital camara I don't know if that is a good price or not. The more megapixels a camara has the more $ it costs. Some camaras have more features then others. Some camaras come with a memory card and some don't. I've been meaning to get a new Digital Camara for some time now and still havn't done so.

I had fun at my friends stag party. The food was good. The stripers where very hot. They danced all over all the guys and got wild and they all looked like they where having a lot of fun. I didn't have any of the girls dance on me nor did I go up on the open floor. Don't get me wrong it looks like a lot of fun. But to be honest I don't know if I could keep my hands off of them. I might have to touch them back, so it is better not to do it if one is not sure.

I was reading some journals and I belive BEAST said she Wished she had 5 or 6 guys she could call. I know I wish I had 5 or 6 girls I could call just to hook up with. That would be awesome. I have to look up how to link journal entries again. Tonight I'm going to a stag. That should be a lot of fun. I would love to do it with a stripper not that it would ever happen. I would love to have a avarage or normal ladies on my list buy a couple strippers would be amazing.