I thought that today I was going to inspect lipbalm all day. I only had to do it for about half the day, well a little less. There where some interesting conversations and I learned somemore about my co-workers and there lives. So it all worked out. It was an Ok day.

1st of all thanks to everyone who posted picks from Artvoice Street fest. The custom made bikes where awesome. 2nd thanks to all the ladies and girls who where there. Both looking at stuff and listing to music and performing. I like festivals for the activities but if it was all guys it would be weird we need ladies to distract us.

Today was a very boaring day at work. I woke up and almost called in. I was very tired. One of the products we make where I work is Softlips it is a brand of lipbalm. There was a lot of them that had to be inspected. That job is very boaring and puts you to sleep, or makes you tired becuase you aren't doing much. Then On top that it was cold in that area of the building. That makes you want to sleep to. Then I was allready tired. I noded of for a second so many times. I'm supposed to be working on that same job again. Tonight I will be watching WWE RAW, as I tape The Casino and Road Rules X-treme. So it will be tough to stay awake day 2. Maybe I should take a pillow. I wish I could. But we are next to another production line so we can't do that.

I went to Artvoice Steet fest on Sunday. I enjoyed my self and saw a bunch of bands. I walked up there from my upper west side apartment. As soon as I got the lay of the land I had to go home stomach problems. That is ok because a lot of people wheren't really ready yet but I came back and saw all the bands I wanted to see, it was a lot of fun. I thought Smile Empty Soul was very good. I think they are an awesome band. I was home in time to watch The Dead Zone. Right after The great performance by Smile Empty Soul they where selling Huricanes for only $2. I was cold so I didn't get one. All in all I had a great time.

The other day I remembered that A friend of mine in High school said I was antisocial. I never really liked that word because it implies that you thinking being social is bad or that you fight being social.

I admit that I can be very happy keeping to my self. But at the same time I write blogs here go to MTV and Fox's message boards. I used to go to chat rooms a lot. When I know someone I really like to talk to them. Sometimes at work the only thing to talk about is sex and that is fine. You just have to be carefull of who else is around because some people might get upset by sex talk.


Getting to know some one is tough. What do you talk about. Guys it is not as tough Girls, Sports, Guy Movies, wrestling or other manly things are a common thing to talk about. I think it is called small talk like how's the weather is not me. What I say I generaly always mean. So I'm not really able to just go up to someone and start BSing them. Yes once I know someone some times The BS might start to fly and then we need to go put our boots on. But that is differant. That is not walking up to someone and acting like this stranger is your new best friend or that girl at the bar that you only want to have sex with, really means something to you.

That being said When I do meet ladies or guys I do enjoy my self. I do like to talk to people and have some good conversations even if we don't agree. I do care about people and hope everyone has a great life.

I really have no idea where I am going, I'm kinda rambaling and I'm not expressing my self the way I want to. I don't think this is clear at all. I'm more confussed now. Yes I'm Shy. I think I'm a little antisocial. Plus I'm a loner. Plus I don't like to lie or BS people. When I say something i like to mean it. Yes sometimes the words in my head don't come out right.