i just had to do a lot of upreading. i got lazy. went to the beachy yesterday. when did i become old? most of the people there were highschoolers, TAN highschoolers. everyone was tan. i was white and old. now i'm white on one side and red on the other. and hurty. oh well i had a great time. i miss hanging out with friends. derek is my love and greatest friend of all but hanging out with other friends is different. i can talk about different things and we can relate to each other. d and i relate to each other in a different way.

i wish it wasn't raining i want to jump on my trampoline! i'm gonna go look up trampoline exercises. geeky i know but i see the tramp as my only form of exercise and jumping yesterday actually did some work to my legs. i have to figure out how to do work to my stomach while on the tramp..... any ideas?? hmph.


here is katie on the trampoline. she jumps up on her very own and attacks me.

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i'm so sorry but that picture of matthew rockin' looks eery to me. its just the washed out colors and the background edges are all fuzzy and the lighting. its a crazy picture and reminds me of the movie Psycho. Of course Matthew doesn't look like a decomposed ol' lady BUT he does look like he should have a cigar and he should be talking about something scary. oooooh. wow, i just wrote a lot about that. He also needs a crow. OK, enough about that... to the TV I guess. D is already in bed.... he has to work tomorrow at 4am. Maybe I should get a job already. Cross your fingers for me. I interview for a job at Tops Tuesday. I really want to work in the bakery. Sounds silly but I think it would be fun and you get all dirty but not with poo or mud but with edible things. !

i forgot to say that i was watching a show on discovery health about sex stuff like the g-spot, massages.. etc. it also included something that i forgot what the lady called it but it was like tri-gasm i think. lady having an orgasm while her clit, g-spot and anus is fondled. that's going on my "never have and never will do list."

my anus is my own business.

gotta finish watching Oz. chris meloni is so sexy.

rhymes with loo.

i'm going to start calling the bathroom "the loo" i decided.

where did that come from anyway?

I was reading about how to register on the UB student response page.

"Getting Help
If you think you need to talk to us (or BIRD says "You need assistance" and then politely hangs up on you), call the Student Response Center Monday-Friday from 8:30 - 5:00 "

---> politely hangs up on you.

good thing i read this before hand so i don't get offended if i should get hung up on