... to finish packing and days I have left here in buffalo. Im leaving to go back to school in Miami on wednesday, and it feels like I really haven't been here that long at all this summer. I've been back since the very beginning or july but it feels like its only been a few weeks. I guess i spent most of the summer rowing, but even that didn't seem to hardly last long at all. and then i did a few other things here and there like laser eye surgery and an eric clapton concert and the music thing on the 3rd (i think) when i met mike and i went to the fair the other day and a bills game this evening (well that was exciting though, i love those games!!!). And of course i hung out with amanda a little, but i really havent even seen her that much and really havent seen anyone else from buffalo at all. maybe i've just lost contact with ppl or hell i know i've broken ties with others a while back, but it just feels like i've wasted the past month and a half. Maybe thats not how i should say it, but i can't think of any other way to say it. I guess i just can't figure this place out. I've really tried to enjoy it here, i know the summer is my time to do it cuz once winter break comes along when i come back again, the cold and snow always turn me off right away. i just can't stand the cold, and despise being surrounded by snow with a passion. that's all from bad snow experiences when i was younger but i can't forget about it. but yeah back to summer being my time to let buffalo shine, the weather this summer has been terrible. I really can't remember a summer in the past 21 years here in buffalo when it has been so cold and just not nice. buffalo is supposed to be one of the nicest cities in the summer, but it really dropped the ball on this one.
All in all, i still really havent discovered what so many of you love about buffalo. maybe i will some day, but i really don't think it's gonna happen in the next 2 days.
maybe next summer i'll try with a different approach, try new things, figure this all out. Oh, and that still all depends if i do come back next summer. once i graduate i'm probably going to have to figure stuff out with jobs and stuff. eeek, once i graduate, when am i going to graduate??? herm... well who knows...
wish me luck on my last 2 days!!!!

I went up to st. catherines, canada the other night for a end of the rowing season party thing. I row for west side, the buffalo team, but a girl i row with in miami rows for st catherines and told me to come up. ok, so it was fun, we had a good time, even ran into a few westside people. but i'd have to say the "funny" part of the evening was after a few of the st. catherines guys went streaking and swimming at the finishline of the water they row in. so they were all out there, trying to get some of the girls in, unsuccessfully of course. we were having fun just observing, when a cop car pulls up. we all ran of course, and the boys get out of the water, looking for their pants to run as well. the spotlight from the car lit up the area pretty well for them to find their clothes. one guy; however, still could not find his pants. the cops finally turned off the lights, and this one stupid guy walks over to the car, still naked and all, and asks the cops, "can you turn the light back on, i can't find my pants." so they do, he finds his pants, and we all run. end of story. but really now... who would ever go up to a cop car, naked, asking them to turn the spotlight back on so they could find their pants???? well it worked, and everyone got away ok so there you go. if you too get in that awkward situation, just ask the cops to turn the spotlights back on. it worked for him, it might work for you too.

hey, i think i finally figured out how to use this sketch thingy, maybe.... well here is my drawing of my little 16 yr old not so young puppy. her name is tucker. she just had her last birthday a few weeks ago, and she is showing her age. the dog just sleeps all day. she used to bark at all the kids on our street and anyone who came to the door, but now she just sits there and only gets up when my brother goes to the refrigerator cuz she knows she can get some food out of him. but she's still my cute little puppy, even with her what used to be jet black hair all salt and pepper now ;) well that drawing i made can't really do her justice, She's much cuter than that, but that thing was hard to use. but i still thought it would be nice to throw her in here too.

SO today was a sad day kinda. it was my last day of summer rowing for this summer. I have been rowing down at west side rowing club all summer, or at least while i have been back in buffalo. We have been competing here in buffalo and also up in st catherines, ontario which is where we concluded our season today. we always finish off the season with the Canadian Henley. its a big prestigious race. It's what everyone talks about all summer. And so we got there, i was entered in 2 categories, an 8 and a 4, and you have a lot of qualifying races before the finals. and so we didn't qualify in either the 8 on tuesday or our 4 this evening. And although im satisfied that we raced hard and all, im sad we lost and are done and now i'll probably never race with some of those girls ever again.:( sure i'll be competing against them during the spring and fall seasons, but thats not the same. well I hope some of the other west side boats do well this weekend and that we are a little more successful next year. ;)

So i got this little picnic set from my mom... she won it somewhere but didn't want it. So... today i went on a picnic. Amanda and i went to the river walk in tonowanda. i think that's what it's called, i don't think i've ever heard of it before today. but it was a great day for it, so sunny and warm. the picnic was fun, we watched a guy on his jet ski throw himself off the thing head first into the water about 50 times, and we made friends with several birds, unfortunately i almost accidentally killed one of them. I guess i didn't know birds couldn't chew, so when i threw one a wheat thin, it swallowed it whole and started choking. the poor thing was squealing for at least 15 minutes, it appeared to feel better after that and walked away. After that whole extravaganza we found a non-muddy spot to throw around the frisbee. after about 2 hours of confirming that neither of us are any good at frisbee, i landed it about 12 feet up in a tree. with little help from neither of my shoes, which also ended stuck up in the tree, amanda and i decided to swing my towel at the branches, eventually freeing one of the shoes. i then tied that shoe to the towel and in about 5 more minutes we finally retrieved both shoes and the frisbee. However after battling with that tree for a good half hour we decided to call it a day and head home. So i hope my picnic story inspired you to head out on a little picnic adventure yourself, but i know you can only dream of it being as eventful as mine was.