I seem to always fall for the person I cannot be with. I look for the most impossible relationship, the one with a zero % success rate and I run for it with all my might.
When will I learn to stop setting my hopes on unreachable goals?
I think that if the heart and the mind were more attached to each other this might be easier for me.
Superhero romance is so exciting in concept, yet is disastrous in practice... At least for me...
Any other hero's out there that wish to light the way through this fog for me, all advice is appreciated.
And to think... I'm the one with a lantern... hahahahahahaha
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08/19/2006 23:26 #25186
Do hero's always take the hard road07/19/2006 20:59 #25185
Hard to be happy?Do you think it's hard to be happy? Doesn't it take more energy to be miserable or angry? Is happiness overrated?
I am struggling as of late to understand my role as a conductor of happiness in the universe. It's seems that I feel happy, I offer happiness to others and more often than not it gets rejected.
Sometimes happiness is met with suspicion. Happiness is also often mocked and ridiculed.
Even in relationships being happy is sometimes frowned upon. Why is it that sometimes the people that are suppose to love us the most and wish us all the happiness in the world are actually out to destroy our happiness.
Even as I type this post and reflect on happiness, I can start to feel my own beacon draining.
Please do me a favor (e:peeps)... Send out some happiness into the universe. The supply as of late seems to be depleted.
I am struggling as of late to understand my role as a conductor of happiness in the universe. It's seems that I feel happy, I offer happiness to others and more often than not it gets rejected.
Sometimes happiness is met with suspicion. Happiness is also often mocked and ridiculed.
Even in relationships being happy is sometimes frowned upon. Why is it that sometimes the people that are suppose to love us the most and wish us all the happiness in the world are actually out to destroy our happiness.
Even as I type this post and reflect on happiness, I can start to feel my own beacon draining.
Please do me a favor (e:peeps)... Send out some happiness into the universe. The supply as of late seems to be depleted.
07/14/2006 19:09 #25184
Who wants to be a superheroSo the new reality show thta starts on sci-fi on July 27th from comic master Stan Lee will have real people trying to be superhero's. I watched the preview this morning, and honestly, I might actually watch this one. Im not really into reality TV, but I want to see what sort of stuff Stan is going to put these people through. Tune in... Lets be excited together... lol
07/08/2006 19:58 #25183
Tapioca PuddingI have been checking out this e-community for the past two weeks and several members have inquired why I have yet to post. After much internal debate as to what is appropriate for a "First Post" I decided to title my journal Tapioca Pudding and talk about anything but that.
The other day I was taking a walk down Elmwood Ave and I noticed this bird walking on the sidewalk about two concrete slabs ahead of me. Not unusual, I know, but the fun part about this little bird is that he had personality. He walked in a zigzap pattern and if I stopped, he too would stop. If I started walking, he too would start walking. This little game of copycat went on for almost two blocks. Let me repeat that, two blocks. I repeat that, because it is crazy to me that this bird crossed two streets only to continue his little jaunt with me. I wonder if anyone driving noticed that this little bird had my undivided attention. We parted ways by Bidwell Park, where I am sure he was headed for some fun and relaxation. I wish I had been able to join the little fella, but alas, I had prior committments.
Nature Rocks!!!
The other day I was taking a walk down Elmwood Ave and I noticed this bird walking on the sidewalk about two concrete slabs ahead of me. Not unusual, I know, but the fun part about this little bird is that he had personality. He walked in a zigzap pattern and if I stopped, he too would stop. If I started walking, he too would start walking. This little game of copycat went on for almost two blocks. Let me repeat that, two blocks. I repeat that, because it is crazy to me that this bird crossed two streets only to continue his little jaunt with me. I wonder if anyone driving noticed that this little bird had my undivided attention. We parted ways by Bidwell Park, where I am sure he was headed for some fun and relaxation. I wish I had been able to join the little fella, but alas, I had prior committments.
Nature Rocks!!!
libertad - 07/09/06 14:24
ah finally! The anxiously awaited post from krayner03. I too probably would have been enchanted with the little birdie.
ah finally! The anxiously awaited post from krayner03. I too probably would have been enchanted with the little birdie.
Content is easier then happy and esier then sad most of the time. But the only way to really be happy is to do something you enjoy. But lets face I think most people do more things in life that don't make them happy. For example You never see any one say and mean Yes It time to do the dishes then cartwheel out there and sing some song about the dishes,as they do them. Then go Ya know what I could go out and see a movie or go drinking but instead I'll!! GOOOOOOOOO Doooooo Laundry Who time to do the laundry then do a little dance and sing on the way to do the laundry.
The other thing that happens is often things that make you Happy Like Pizza for example if you do them everyday it becomes routine and not fun any more. Could you imagine Ordering two Large Chesse and Peporoni Pizza and having them for lunch and dinner every day all week.
Everyone has a natrual sate of being some are shiney and happy, some of pesamistic or maybe even optomistic. What ever state you are in is easy. But anything other then that is tough. So yeah it is great to try and be happy and to send out Happy vibes but it always is not so simple and easy.
I'm glad I'm happy, aren't you.
Which can be rearranged to say:
real I gap ya me and I'm do ''.
Moral of the story: each person has to find their own happiness in life; the most any other person can ever do is love and support the searcher while they're searching.
I believe you can only be 100% happy a very small amount of times, the same with any emotion. Then you compare all future feelings to those truly intense moments of utter conviction and everything pales. But it's supposed to be like that, the exterems are just that and the rest of life fits in the middle. Not that you shouldn't seek it...just don't expect to live there always. Plus, haven't you been around those people who are always "happy?" They annoy the fuck out of me, and I'm sure everybody else cuz you always realize they're acting, though some have convinced themselves that their act is real and they are the most annoying of all.
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Interesting questions. I think it is hard to be happy. It takes a lot of work. At the same time, not being happy is definitely more draining than it is when you are happy. Being happy or sad is contagious!