I've really enjoyed waking up before the sun. For a good while now I'd been nursing a secret envy of those early risers. I'd see them with their worn in smiles, casually boasting how tired their predawn wake-ups made them. Somehow those few hours gave them elite status. It was like I could feel them looking down out of the side of their eyes at my slovenly life of late mornings and later nights.
Sure I was proud I could sleep in. I dreamt past all the ungodly hours into breakfasting lunch. But, inside I knew I was cheating. I wasn't sleeping in. I was just compensating, offsetting for my late night. And, though I told my self late night was when I was most productive, it wasn't true. Darkness is very forgiving. It can hide two hours of clicking for something to watch with a load of laundry. Large swatches of nothing are swallowed efficiently. And I'll tell you a secret...no vacuuming gets done in the dark. For some reason it belongs to the day.
But, now I'm one of those "morning people". I can fancy myself kin to the farmer, a brother to the garbage man. I leave work at lunch and eschew the late-night blabbermouths. I give my warmed-up smile to everyone I see, while I think to myself, "Man, I can't wait to go to sleep...I'm tired." And somehow it doesn't feel like cheating.
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Dance Party
jenks - 05/15/07 23:36
you find the coolest/weirdest shit... that starburst one is super random.
you find the coolest/weirdest shit... that starburst one is super random.
04/01/2007 07:22 #38706
I miss San Francisco.03/26/2007 20:28 #38642
Heartbeatsjacob - 03/27/07 03:04
I was thinking about that. My favorite memory was the night walk we took to the foggy beach. I remember feeling in such a different place. Displaced into somewhere other as if I stepped through some magic portal.
Your welcome.
Good memories.
I was thinking about that. My favorite memory was the night walk we took to the foggy beach. I remember feeling in such a different place. Displaced into somewhere other as if I stepped through some magic portal.
Your welcome.
Good memories.
jenks - 03/26/07 23:28
ooh, I love jose gonzales!
ooh, I love jose gonzales!
paul - 03/26/07 22:51
remember running down a street like that away from a thai restaurant.
remember running down a street like that away from a thai restaurant.
paul - 03/26/07 22:49
Thanks.
Thanks.
Wow your hair is so long now.
I didn't realize that you had left Buffalo - I've enjoyed your journal - its a unique one. Take care Jacob.