DAMN IT! DAMN IT! DAMN IT! I just wrote this whole big blog, hit publish and got "Can't display site" Phuck! I hate when that happens. And now the muse is gone! (She declares melodramatically with arm draped across forehead.) Okay, probably not *gone* but it's still annoying! ARGH!
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09/21/2005 11:10 #35117
I'm so not happy!09/15/2005 22:53 #35116
badly pretentious,off the cuff poetryTrees are changing.
Lives are changing.
continual,
ongoing,
never-ending,
enchanting,
must stop fighting
the
inevitability.
Lives are changing.
continual,
ongoing,
never-ending,
enchanting,
must stop fighting
the
inevitability.
09/13/2005 10:55 #35115
Breaking Point- a short, short storySuch a fit of temper had to be seen to be believed, especially for such a mild mannered lady. No one knew what started it, how it began, but there it was, none the less. A feeling of pure rage welled up and before anyone knew what happened, the vase filled with fake flowers went flying across the room, shattering into a thousand pieces. She began to kick and scream and rant and rave and flail. The myriad of things that were dashed against the grey tile floor- stamp pads,coins, papers, pens, a glass of water. Papers and posters and postings were ripped down from the wall with much ferocity. No one knew what to do for it was so unexpected, especially from *Her*. And as quickly as it began it was over. There she sat on the grey carpet in a crumpled, defeated form, all fight gone, the storm subsided. More herself than she was, but never the same. She who has always been so safe, so predictable, was never to be looked at the same. No one ever knew what caused it. No one ever knew that the breaking point was something as simple as having her e-mail access removed. The grey, soulless place had taken away the final thing that had given her hope- the possibility of hearing from him.
09/12/2005 21:01 #35114
tense impulsivityI am one of the most tightly wound people I know. That being said, I am also one of the most impulsive people. I find it very hard to say no to what I think I want so that I actually give in to myself when I see, hear, feel something that I think I need because I can't get what I really want or need. I don't know what that is but I feel like it's just out of my grasp. Perhaps that elusive feeling will always be there, that supreme feeling of discontent. I am not a simple creature. Someone I know would negate that statement just because I made it, but he hasn't figured me out yet. I'm very tense, always tense. I'm so upright in manner, I know I must seem very Victorian. Time for a cartwheel, perhaps. Sorry, I must go. Adieu
alicia - 09/12/05 20:36
I can relate to what you are saying. I often feel a sense of discontentment. Like if things are going good for me I feel uneasy. I know it wont last and im always waiting for soemthing to go wrong. wierd isnt it? humans are strange creatures.
I can relate to what you are saying. I often feel a sense of discontentment. Like if things are going good for me I feel uneasy. I know it wont last and im always waiting for soemthing to go wrong. wierd isnt it? humans are strange creatures.
09/12/2005 14:42 #35113
Cyber SCREAM!!!!!AARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
She screams dramatically into Cyber Space, as there is nothing else that can be done.
She screams dramatically into Cyber Space, as there is nothing else that can be done.
Maybe she should have just burned the place down like in office space. All I remember about that movie is that it was funny and that they set the place on fire.