I just made some sweet, green, and iced tea by use of my window ledge. It is welcomed stuff at three in the morning. I've been a piece of shit all day. I need to organize the damn space that I live in, then organize my body and appearance, then can I concentrate on the attempted organization of what I must call my professional, academic and idiotic obligations. hahaha hmm ... but nothing seems to be giving me much of an incentive to start the first of these task. Spatial Organization. Damn it! Ouch. What can make me clean? I can do whatever in this environment. Damn it!! This is going to stop. I'm cleaning up this damn place and eventually I'm gonna make people come over and HANG OUT! even though I don't know ya know?

green sea
green pea
green flea
green bea
green
uh... i like the tea but i think i've had to much tea, my belly hurts. right here is all sloppy and shit.

I just got a valentine package. It's made my day. He sent me south park cartoons which is kind of silly but I love it cause they make me think of him. He also sent me a bunch of my friend Skip Williamson's comics so that was nice, he's a sweet guy and I miss him. I think Andy and me, well, its just meant to be.

I'm a bit inebriated again, it's tragic.
I've had some good times its week but I'm sick of the predators out at the bar. Hey, Matthew, I didn't listen to the radio this evening, I meant to but I fell asleep at 10:30 due to excessive drinking and stuff on Wednesday night. Liz called and woke me up this evening at 1 or so and then I went down to the pink and I just got home. this weekend what is everyone up to?