I've always enjoyed trying new things. Lately that has meant trying new ways of meeting people and a new approach to "dating" or finding a hook up or getting some ass or whatever one wants to call it. There are a couple reasons for this exploration. First of all, I don't know very many people in Buffalo outside my classmates and I'm a little bored and a little lonely. Secondly the old ways didn't seem to work very well (obviously, why else am I single??). Like everyone else out there I've been burned and I'm not particularly keen on repeating the experiences. Also it seems like people who hang out on the less conservative side of the dating/sex/hook up tracks have more fun.

(What I really need here is a definition. What the hell am I talking about anyway? Usually I have decided that I wanted a "relationship" and gone out looking for prince charming. I guess I didn't kiss the right frogs during those phases. So with some consideration I decided that I'm not really looking for a relationship. I want to meet new people with whom to hang out and have fun. Hopefully during that process someone will be interested in a little hooking up. I'm not after sex per se; I don't really enjoy sex with people I don't trust and know well. I could use a baseball analogy here but I think (e:peeps) are pretty quick. Also, I don't want to hook up with just anyone...)

The problem with this exploration crap is that I'm not very good at it. I have pretty much made an ass of myself. Maybe it's because I'm not used to keeping it casual (since I'm usually a relationship kind of girl) and I'm not sure how to tell what people want from me. Oh well. Now I just have to decide to venture on with the new me or suck it up and recognize that I may botch up nice friendships by trying to act in an unfamiliar way. Of course it might not be me. Maybe it's them. Hah!