Here I am hiding out by myself trying to stay from the computer., although I have allowed the sidekick in the room with me. Some people would say that's cheating but I'm not ready for cold turkey. I wonder when (e:twisted) is coming back.

I decided to eat and dance even though my legs barely move. My veins tingle and kind of hurt from sitting so long. I think that's what the whole low blood pressure thing is. I sat there for like 50 hours and I can still feel it calling me.

There really just needs to be a better way to approach the machine, other than sitting. I even tries standing for like 10 hours, which sounds crazy but at least it was a new position. I was thinking that maybe it could work to have the laptop fascined to the ceiling and just lie down interface with the computer, but honestly, I think my arms would just fall off within in ten minutes.

So this all makes me think about the fact that it's about time to be able to get the chip implanted. If I could even just have one simple communication protocol installed, I would go for it. Even if the interface was slower than dialup. Anyone want to bet when that will first happen. I think 2027. I want to be the first one to download my memory onto a storage device.

I was just downloading the SUN java SDK and it took 3.2 minutes to download 115MB. That is the kind of server I need. Imagine what kind of stuff you could make with a connection like that. I can't even explain how much cool stuff I have to leave off all the time because we don't have a fast connection.

The two things I want more than anything right now are a good job with health benefits (so I can finally afford to go to the doctor's for a physical and checkup, get my teeth cleaned,etc.) and (e:twisted) to come home. Next in line is to finish my thesis, have the site written about in artvoice, finish (e:matthew) 's photography site, get a faster server, finish GF! and relax.

I just had a 48 hour progrmaming freak-a-thon. Now I need to exercise and then quit this so I can move onto my thesis. I can't stop with thye stupid javascript. It is so freakin' fun. Maybe there is something wrong with me. I think it is that I don't want to read.

(e:terry) and I headed down to Delaware Park today. It was so beautiful out. Tonight I am going to meet with someone who replied to the elmwoodstrip.com call for topic writers. I am excited to see how it will work out.



Wow, this is my 1500th journal entry! I have now written 222729 words, uploaded 1613 images, 48 sounds, and 11 swfs.