I just remembered I had a lot of money still left in my there.com avatar's account and felt like shopping. Ironically, in real life I shaved my head because I can't justify paying to get my hair cut while in there I decided to go with a Lavendar hair-style that cost me about $3 US.



There is something really wrong with that. If you do visit there.com soon. My avatars name is also Apfeljung as in Second Life. And I look like the images above.

Well I have been working on this mask for a bit. The manager of the intended project expected something more simplistic with less detail. So now I have nothing to do with this. So I thought I would put a picture of here for you'll to look at and me to remember the hard work.



My Second Life is a little less stressful. The Linden's have given our students a land grant and I have moved away from Jessie, to the militant zone.

I am really glad to have moved. It was starting to make me insane. I moved to a new peninsula in the middle of the simulation and built a new two story house. All of the students have accounts now, so I think it start getting more interesting. Jesse and I made the first test, requiring students to transport to a particular location, build a model and texture it.

We are also having them conduct an interview with an avatar that has a career that they would like to pursue. This week we will also be leaving for There.com . I am curious to see how it goes.

Does anyone have anything they want to post to the front page? Just email me. The space is up for grabs right now.

In response to the journal entry below - One of my students tells me: "Besides the fact that it’s just not good form to say bad things about others."

That is the most ridiculous thing I have ever heard. If we were all just silent dissenters nothing would ever change. Should we not question what we consider wrong because it would be "bad form" and others may not like us. That is probably the most free speach repressive statement possible. Self-repression, to be implimented in the name of "good form!"

The militarization of my cyberworld seems to be continuing . . . I am so dissapointed in this development. My response is to buy more land and create more protests. Here is an except from my Second Life journal at tempreal.com


Well the soldiers are still angry at my distaste for military fantasy. They put up pictures from the NRA and atomic testing.



I response I got angry and put up more pictures of children hurt in war. They freaked out and started shooting, not me, but the pictures of the children who were hurt in war. That is so beyond insane to me. It was sickeing to see people shooting holocaust victims in jest as target practice but I firmly believ that I will make them feel guilty someday or at least cause a major controversy. One of the Linden(the people in charge of seocnd life) came to take down my pics of children wounded in iraq to take to their lawyers. They needed to find out if it was permitted. I think it better be, if they are allowed to have picture of atomics bombs and guns. Why not show the reality. Its is what war is about after all, right? Its not just about playing guns.


So we broke down after hours of them shooting me and decided to talk. Honestly, most of them are seriously dumb. Some of them are really intelligent.

Here are some scary quotes form our converstaions.

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Why they believe the confederate flag is not racist!!!

You: what beliefes were you harassed for?
chaunsey Crash: simple for being conservative
. . .
Fueltanker Cotton: supporting the rebel flag
chaunsey Crash: that is one aswell
chaunsey Crash: they assumed it was acist
You: dude cause you have to be to use it
You: it stands for it
You: i lived in the south for a long time
chaunsey Crash: NO IT DOESNT read some history
chaunsey Crash: it was states rights
chaunsey Crash: slavery was a side issue
chaunsey Crash: and btw i don't think the south should've won
You: and my most fond memory of SC was a white fat southern trucker driving his semi though a confederate flag memorbilia store in columbia
chaunsey Crash: i don't think they should be demonized either
You: but it is now
Fueltanker Cotton: if the south won there would have been another war
You: just like the nazi flag was not about killing jews, right?
chaunsey Crash: just cause someone used it doesn't make it racist
chaunsey Crash: well it was
You: Then it was just about conquering europe and emancipation from the british and dutch sea strangle hold, right?
chaunsey Crash: but the swastiak itself isn't
You: but no one uses the nazi flag as a representation of sea faring freedom
chaunsey Crash: no but lots of people use a swastika
chaunsey Crash: you know there is a jewish swastika?
chaunsey Crash: it represents the four corners of the earth
chaunsey Crash: and btw you know the regular american flag is used by mroe racists then the rebel flag?
chaunsey Crash: the north held more slaves even DURING the civil war
You: man it goes the other way
chaunsey Crash: and the north KEPT slaves AFTER the war for another 10 years or whatever while the south was forced to give em up
You: and the jews do not uses the nazi flag in any way
chaunsey Crash: no but they use a swastika
Fueltanker Cotton: you r not going to prove anything thats all im saying
You: just like black don't use the confederate flag
Fueltanker Cotton: im done
You: okay
chaunsey Crash: lol acutally blacks do
You: whatever
chaunsey Crash: if they are from the south some do
Spawn Michelson: guys this conversation is goin no where
You: ya
Spawn Michelson: just drop the subject
chaunsey Crash: the men who fought under this flag held no slaves
You: get together and buy the buildin
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gone, $20,0
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You: you have you freedom of expression
You: i have mine
chaunsey Crash: i want those signs down it disgusts me to use others suffering tha way
You: here we are with the line being right here
chaunsey Crash: you are trying to create a war here
chaunsey Crash: it has happened
chaunsey Crash: and it will happen again
You: i disgusts me to see other people shooting each in a simulation during a real life war
chaunsey Crash: not from me though
chaunsey Crash: it means nothing you are creating more out of it then it is

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gas masks

Fueltanker Cotton: i know quite a few guys in the kkk
chaunsey Crash: we don't bring the hate here apf
Spawn Michelson: talk about diversity
Fueltanker Cotton: i don't agree with them tho
Spawn Michelson: geez
chaunsey Crash: its not about the REASONS for violence
chaunsey Crash: its like football or paintball
chaunsey Crash: and we like military gear its cool stuff
chaunsey Crash: like bieng into cars and such
You: ya
Fueltanker Cotton: i walk around my house wearing camo and a gas mask sometimes
chaunsey Crash: lol
Fueltanker Cotton: hell i walk around in my underwear and a gas mask
Fueltanker Cotton: i just like this kinda stuff

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Voting Machines - WE FINALLY AGREE ON SOMETHING

You: im kinda of weirded out by voting machines
You: i think they can be so fake
Cyanide Leviathan: yeah,
You: i mean we can all program scripts
Cyanide Leviathan: big brother is watching
chaunsey Crash: thats why it needs to stay with actual ballots
You: i agree
Cyanide Leviathan: and its not far off..
You: or at least mini receipts
chaunsey Crash: cy thats tin foil hat talk lol
You: that are counted
Cyanide Leviathan: i want a direct democracy in the US
chaunsey Crash: america aint THAT far down yet
You: do you guys think bush actally won in florida?
chaunsey Crash: HEEEEELLLL no cy
Cyanide Leviathan: hell no
You: we can't have direct democracy yet
chaunsey Crash: apf thts the popular vote lol
You: because we have no way to implement it
You: i always thought , oh the internet
Cyanide Leviathan: i want cary to win, the guy that fought in vietnam
You: but imagine how data can be sifted and altered
chaunsey Crash: the pop vote doesn't pick the president never has
You: expecially when its something so basic and T or F, 0 or 1
Cyanide Leviathan: imagine what one good hacker could do to the voting system
You: so why do you guys dress up like army folk?
You: ya
chaunsey Crash: yep thats why we can't go internet voting