So thanks to all my super friends and aquaintences, my birthday is turning out to be quite rad after all. I hope to see you all at the party tomorrow. Its also nice to see more new names on the site list!

On another note, today I got to see some more VR art projects and I am starting to really think it has potential to be something exciting.

Josephine, also cleared up guilty feelings I was having about particpating in art that is not politically based. I really am thinking that working with her could change my life and make me happier.

I had been starting to get stuck in an anti-school funk. Not hat I don't think politically/socially pogressive art is important. After all I dedicate most of my hours to that kind of work. I just always secretly wanted to also work with 3D and VR. After all, its the reason I went to UB in the first place but get swept into a certain unnamed person's world who directed me in a way I really didn't want to go. So I decided for my 27th year I am no longer going to feel guilty about that.

Its my birthday right now. Where is Terry? At the essex with his friends. Where is Mattew, in a bad mood in his room.

This is going to be fun. Time for homework.

This is an excerpt from my Second Life journal that I thought some of you might find interesting. You can continue to read my Second Life journal in the future by clicking on the "My 2nd Life Journal" link in the link list.

I developed the temp:real journal site using the code I wrote for this (e:strip) site. It is nice to re-purpose your projects.



The most important discovery of the evening was that with the new 1.2.8 version of Second Life, the female sitting position has changed to something that looks more submissive and "feminine." This has outraged some female characters to the point of protest, as you can see in the picture above. Her sign says, "support animation choice." She is also wearing a shirt that says, "I don't sit like that."

I think this is fantastic, however, this is not the first protest I have witnessed in Second Life. Previously, avatars got together to protest the taxation system, which subsequently changed for the better to include things such as group land, and public good projects which spread tax liability throughout a group instead of just on the modeler.

Along the same lines as the new female sitting position, I have heard people starting to complain about the fact that male avatars cannot do female animations and vice-versa. This is a serious point of contention for some people. While, I can completely support the fact that some people want to be a male avatar doing female animations, I have to give Second Life credit for at least making a Gender Change operation so simple. Simple click on the gender of your choice in the appearance update page.

This is radically different from There.com where you are stuck with the gender you picked at the onset of your sign up and where a male avatar cannot even wear a female model's cowboy hat. I know this because I tried to buy a cowboy hat which looked completely genderless to me only to find out that the system would not let me purchase it due to the fact that I had a male avatar and that it was a female cowboy hat.

Also Second Life gives you the choice to have a gender neutral existence. For example, my new happy face or the the ice-cream cone I once was.

But anyways, I still uphold the idea that animation choice is important. At the end of the evening I could not help but feel that I was in a weird place, even for Second Life. It became exceptionally obvious when Jesus showed up selling Soviet sickle and hammer staffs for a dollar. Read whatever you want into that.

So I go to the bookstore in order to buy the one book I need, "Seeing is forgetting, The Name of the Thing One Sees," a life of contemporary artist Robert Irwin. When I get a the way there walking from the CFA, I find out you can't bring a bag in the store. Can't they get some hightech system. I hat being punished for not stealing. It made me want to steal.

So now I am going to buy a lock at the drugstore. Wait same policy, I can't even go inside.

Back to the CFA give someone my bag to watch and go back.

Got the book $18 and two trips later. Now its time to read.

Today Terry wrote this in his journal -

"They say that a child who is abused at an early age has a greater chance of becoming an abuser later in life. I think Israel needs to learn that lesson and start acting like an adult country."

I agree 100%, I am so sick of hearing about the plight of the downtrodden (reality: rich, powerful, hateful, weapons of mass destruction wielding) Israelis, who in turn are creating such turmoil and hardship for the people of Palestine.

You would think that a people with a collective memory of such horrific experiences in the hands of the Nazis would have compassion and understanding for other displaced people.

Perhaps they have always behaved this way and that is why people traditionally acted so hateful toward them. I hope Sharon gets treated the same way the Sadam Hussein was although I know he never will. Down with Israel.

Here are some images that explain why I think the Israelis are hated so fiercly that people are willing to lose their lives in suicide bombing to stick it to them. Just rememebr, each one of these palestinian children will have these image in their minds as they grow up.