I love Fredonia, obviously. But sometimes I get really sad about how disconnected I am from where I grew up and everybody who I grew up with. We're all doing different things and have grown apart in so many ways and sometimes I think, well that's just life, but sometimes it makes me really sad. And no matter what, that's how it's going to be...different. So much has changed, but we always end up where we started, and maybe that won't happen anymore. And if that's the way it is, I have to be okay with it. But I don't know if I am. I just know that right now I'm sad too.

Is there a song that has that name? No, that's Joaaaaanna. Maybe?

So here's my answer to whether or not I'm looking forward to being home this summer...I've been in a computer lab working on one worksheet for my theory class for two hours. I was asked to sing in 2 concerts this week and I got the music...this week. I have a 15 page paper to finish...and start. I have to finish a big research project that I've been planning for the whole semester, and I have a grand total of 2 paragraphs written. I recieved mail from the Commencement Committee addressed to 'Mary Jane Maloy', leading me to believe my diploma may be printed with that name...

So I think I'm ready to be finished.

And yes I will be in Buffalo this summer, yessss. I really hope I get to teach lessons for work and not have to do anything else. Cuz that would be okay money. : )

Want me to teach you to sing??????

Let me know!


MMMM CHEESE BREAD

ps everyone check out for shakespeare in the park cast lists!

Lately I feel like nothing interesting is going on in my life. That's kind of an absurd feeling because there are plenty of things in my life. But yesterday and today I felt so completely blah.

Ew my user pic looks awful on this computer, or maybe it looks awful in general. Time for a change.

My choir is supposed to go on this tour to Finland at the beginning of the summer for 19 days. As of now, we don't really know if we're going. Helloooo...a little more than a month away...the reason is because our spring tour of New York State was totally disorganized and messed up, and the same person who did that tour is supposed to do this Finland tour. But I personally would not want to spend $1000 on a plane ticket to get overseas and have nothing to do for THREE WEEKS. Sure, my trip to Great Britain two years ago was one of the best times ever, but it's because we had concerts every night and everything was planned and nice. If we have a vote on this trip, I have a feeling lots of people are going to say no. That's sad because travelling is life-changing and amazing but I don't have all that time or money to waste doing nothing.

A few of us also were planning on staying an extra week in Paris afterwards, and we have our apartment booked for the week. I still really want to go to Paris, but who knows...it kinda stinks.

The Fredonia Chamber Singers will be singing at Kenmore Middle School tomorrow at 7 pm. We are good. Honestly, it's not a boring concert, we sing fun music. So, please come. It makes me sad that it's my third year in the group and none of my friends have ever even heard us.

Wow everything is making me sad, HA! That's not good.

I am starting this crazy workout routine where every day of the week I do something different, and all of it gets the heart pumping and muscles tightening. So get ready for some sexiness this summer. By sexiness, I mean a very pale and ghostly white figure. But maybe with slightly less flab....slightly...

what a fun weekend!


p.s. does EVERYONE KNOW WHAT [size=l]TODAY[/size] IS?!?!?!


p.p.s. thanks paul for fixing my name in people's journals.


Happy Dyngus Day!

So here i am on tour in binghamton, ny. Today would have been Lauren's 21st birthday and we are in her town and sang at her church tonight. My director decided on the spur of the moment to start the concert by singing Happy Birthday to her. Well that's a super idea because I burst into tears before I got a note out! And apparently like everyone noticed too, but how could you not. Anyway it turned out to be a nice evening. It's a lot to handle though...being with her family and at her house and seeing all these pictures...it's not like I don't think about her every day anyway, but being in this situation just opened up all these old feelings.

So anyway, tour will be wrapped up in less than a week. We'll be on Long Island and have a day in the city and then I have to fly home all by myself to Buffalo! Wow crazy.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY (e:jill) : ) As usual I was touring it up, but I'm sure you made the most of things without me...haha...

Well better get to bed and stop hogging the computer of this random host family. Happy Easter everyone if you do that sort of thing.





and happy birthday lauren!...we would have had some crazy times on this very special day... miss you