on another note:
is anyone else disturbed by this?

cute little cartoon characters sort of ruin the mood for me. i mean, cartoons make me think of children, and children make me NOT want to have sex...of course, i suppose that's where the vibrator would come in handy...

Make me a witness
take me out
out of darkness
out of doubt

I won't weigh you down
with good intention
won't make fire out of clay
or other inventions

Will we burn in heaven
like we do down here
will the change come
while we're waiting

Everyone is waiting

And when we're done
soul searching
as we carried the weight
and died for a cause
is misery
made beautiful
right before our eyes
will mercy be revealed
or blind us where we stand

Will we burn in heaven
like we do down here
will the change come while we're waiting
everyone is waiting








my absolute favorite musician of all time
i cannot wait until august 22

so po, in fact, that i can't afford the "or" at the end.

i need about a jillion things fixed on my car, which is going to run me about $1,300. and do you think i have collision? nope. and oh yeah, they're prolly not gonna start working on it til tuesday.

at least i have my bike...
but i don't think i'll be riding my bike to work at the mall anytime soon.

now i have to go do a million dishes because my boyfriend loves me so much that he is driving me everywhere and being really nice even though i was a stupid idiot and should have looked in my blind spot.

i took some pictures, so hopefully i will get them developed soon and scan them on here so everyone can see how stupid i am.

the water turned on eventually so i went to work clean

the alarm clock stopped beeping

but...

my car had to get towed :( the stupid tire touches the fender when people sit in it. and...the damage looks worse in daylight. turns out the grill and headlight fixture are busted too. if anyone needs me, i'll be on the street corner trying to earn the money to fix my baby.

as if crushing my poor car last night wasn't bad enough...

there is a sign on our lobby door that says the water will be off on wednesday july 30th from 1:30-3:30. i assumed that meant today. so, i get up to take a shower before work at 10:30 and the water is already fucking turned off. so i called the landlord and she told me that the idiot who is here to install a sink accidentally punctured one of the pipes and that's why it's off. this still doesn't help me get ready for work.

and the girl downstairs has had her alarm clock going off since 10am (it's now 11).

and i have a huge papercut on my finger.