i just called the lady back. yikes! she wasn't there so i got to leave a message. thank god. i didn't know how to end the message so i said she could call me back if she wanted or needed to. haha why did i say that! i feel like such a jerk for wasting her time but if i could do the things they needed me to do in that job, i would have been a nurse, no doubt.

ooooooh and i got into grad school at UB. i am so happy. maybe i'll get a meaningless job at manhattan bagel or something. then i don't have to think at work.

i had an interview yesterday and i think it went well but i am having second thoughts about it. i learned more about the position and acted all positive but now i don't think i could handle it. the lady called me today but i didn't call her back. i hope more than anything she says we don't want you because otherwise i might not say hey, sorry to waste your time but no thanks. holy cow.

and i wish this mosquito bite at the bottom of my footy would go away.
this site is acting crazy today.

So I walked graduation. I really didn't want to but now I'm glad I did. It made me happy to see my mom and grandma SO happy. When I found them in the audience, my mom frantically waved.. it was funny. Plus, we went to eat at the Olive Garden after. Mmm. I have this bad habit of beginning to read people's journals a few lines down and then I get confused because sometimes its a dream and something really weird happens. Then I have to go back to the top to confirm that it indeed it was as dream and to not be freaked out.

I'm really slacking a lot lately. I think its anxiety. I think I'm one of those little blobs in those commercials who fear things... it sounds so dumb, like HEY just do whatever you need to do. It took me a few weeks to actually get out and go to the pet store to get more food for my furry. It sounds weird but I can't help it. or maybe I can... all I know is that Terry's cell phone takes awesome pictures.

One more thing. A senator was a guest speaker at my graduation. Her speech turned into a 'vote for me' speech and a lot of people got pi**ed. Some guy called her a dirtbag. Ha! I'm gonna start using that word. Actually, I just said it and it didn't sound cool. scratch that.

""We have about 60,000 dogs in Buffalo. Only about 9,000 are licensed, so we have a pool of over 50,000 dogs unlicensed in the city," said Carr.

If all of those owners got a dog license, only $12.50 and required by law, it would generate more than $600,000.""

this is a live cam on a mare that is due to have a foal sometime soon.

I think it will be interesting to keep an eye on Roxy.

right now she's sleeeeping. shhhh.


Roxy link