i really don't like it. one bit. i feel so discluded. so dead, when i am there.

my mind is not being fed. the chemical are turning my brain into mush.

i really need to decide what kind of school to do next. take a year off and then decide.

on my morning walk, i ran into a random and we walked his crazy dog. so random... but fun.


le petite soiree tomorrow night. hopefully the mystery guest of honor will come. if not, i will be so very sad. wahh.

on my way home, my car hydroplaned, and i was about a second away from death. now, i face death again at (e:drchlorine)'s as the mang(his cat) will not stop hissing and following me around. i am hunched over the keyboard, trying to type this, because if i sit in the chair, he climbs on my lap and starts scratching me. owww.

i wish the scariness to stop. now.

what did i do to deserve this. i even gave him a little kitty treat, and he hissed at me. poo.

i shall post more pics, and it seems to be the new fun thing to do. so nice to look back and say, "hey, i was there, life is fun." so, the first four are off my firend nicoles and i at papa jake's. yay. my friend julie was there too, but for some reason, there are no pics of her. huh.
p.s. nicole is hot. if i liked chicks, i'd be all up on that.











these pics of this crazy place i went to with my skater friend/friends yesterday. i don't know why, but I've always liked the skater boys. they are fun and kinda crazy. we went to this place downtown near the general mills factory. mmmm, the smell of cheerios. anyway, they skated, i wandered and took a few pics. i wonder if homeless people live in all those abandoned bulidings...









must go clean for lady now, and then eat something and go to school. blah. i really want to be done with schooly...so soon. then its work and figure out what to do with this crazy life.

my friend nicole finally got home from swissyland, and we have done some much needed hanging out. she always has a great outlook on things, and just makes me feel good.

the mang is a little less crazy today. i must go feed him and then who knows what...

i just did pukey. why do i have the most unagreeable stomach?

can i just stop with food and eat a little pill supplement each day instead?


p.p.s. the mang is being a little clingy.