My neighborhood is completely infested w/ frogs! i love them and think there really cool creature, but its getting creepy. You can't drive, walk, nothing. i would did if i ever hurt one, which makes it worse. I don't understand where they are coming from because don't you need water for them to be tadpoles first?! we don't have a lake nearby or anything...but so far there are about 4 generations! all different sizes. Creepy...

Anyways, tomorrow i'm going to Ravens party. Thank god cause i was supposed to go to dinner with my parents and theyre friends Joe & Izzy, plus theyre kids. No big deal if i miss it. i don't really like theyre family. Izzy..he scares me. He's loud and always smeels like smoke. Plus he kisses my hand whenever he sees me, or my cheek, anything. Creepier than the frogs.the kids are weird too. i dunno. i don't have to worry about it anymore anyways. ~Lexy

Today was pretty boring. Got a new phone, went out to lunch,...nothing special. It was really humid. Tomorrow should be better. Ellianna (from Cuba) is coming over. i better freshen up my Spanish.

This is my first REAL entry, the other was practice, so i don't really kno what to write. i guess ill just go with it. here i go...

I've come to the conclusion that people are strange around here, and not allways this insane in other parts of the U.S. i hope this is true, because if it's not, i really don't know what im going to do. Nobody around me is like me.

Everytime i find someone i think is a true friend, and lye to myself they have no flaws, they break my heart. Through my whole life, i havent had a true friend-for-life kinda person with me. Everybodys either to shallow, or dependant, or just a prude! (wow thats a old lady word! ) People are so up tight; they worry about everything!! People i kno don't have their priorities in order. They don't seem to care. Maybe its me...i don't know.

Thats why i want to get away from here. im sick of everything in buffalo. The snow, my family, my "friends", my DAD!! Spoken like a true teenager, huh?

Thats why its so important for me to get good grades. Most people don't care, but thats my only way outta here. No way can i pay for anything. gotta get scolarships. i kno i can.

i just gotta focus all my energy into that, which will stop the energy going towards my negativities.

But i don't kno if im doing the right thing. i know you shouldn't run away, but if youll be unhappy where you are, why stay?

Im just writing a short one to see if this works cause paul had to help me..