Always wondering if this decision is the best
Unable to conquer the past
So things I change just to maintain
The illusion is always the same
Sometimes I think that this will be the day
The one where I'm honest with myself
To see the things that others see in me
I'm not perfect but I am damn good
Perfection is something that I am
Or so I tell myself in an attempt to hide the pain
My mind, my body, the mistakes I've made...
Just perfect, or so I say
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02/28/2006 09:20 #24880
PerfectionCategory: poetry
02/27/2006 22:57 #24879
Total WasteWell, today was a total waste of effort! As usual I'm doing too much and have no time for anything. blah blah blah blah blah blah. That's all I remember form class today. I feel bad though. Maybe I'll try harder to pay attention next time. Kind of hard with a husband , 4 kids, full time school (and fianlly) a part time job. Had to let the full time one go. Just not enough time inthe day.
I'm still a little leary about posting my life for all to see but I think it's totally therapeutic. So excuse my rambling while I work things out.
I'm still a little leary about posting my life for all to see but I think it's totally therapeutic. So excuse my rambling while I work things out.
Yipes! No wonder concentrating is difficult -- you have so much on the go. You have my admiration for all that you have going on. Good luck with it all! And welcome to (e:strip).
my hat tips to you honey. and welcome
married, four kids, f/t school and work.. oy
I am never complaining about school/work load ever again. (Ok, I doubt that will happen.)
Welcome to the site. We are a friendly crew.. enjoy!