You guys are sooooo open on this site. It's kind of intoxicating.

Sorta makes me feel like you internet people aren't just funny numbers inside my lil lappy impersonating shapes that look like people. If you guys keep it up I might put my guard down.

Ok, I'll let something out.

There's this Jenny. She's like a drug, no better, no worse. She's my dopamine.

She's funny, and cute, and we talk everyday, and we've dated, so this isn't that story, but I think I have a problem.

I haven't left my house for social activity since...well since I impersonated Bob, and that company party thing was kind of a flop. Lots of nice pork chops to eat but mostly it was people who gave going out up a long time ago and somehow forgot why for a night. I escaped before I had to dance with the lady in the tight bell bottoms..., but that's another story.

About this Jenny, but before I digress, I have gone out lately, just not often enough. Mardi Gras was too cold and the energy was way too low. That's right I saw no boobies, it's was a sad time...so back to digressing.

She's great and I always have her, and so I have this excuse for failing (there's always jenny...), and I've been doing terribly at meeting other people.

Oh there's Erika, who's cute and has a million friends, and there's Colleen who I met a bar and mostly likes me because of my hair (which by the way is kinda lame), but my problem hasn't been missing a lady lately, not really. I don't think.

Jenny's a really good friend. She was a shitty girl friend, broke my heart on valentines day even called me up this valentines day to rub it in, ok she must have forgotten or just didn't remember, but she's always there. I guess that means a lot to an over aged bachelor. Even if she is 3000 miles away in the other red state...

I'm leaving my compy behind. I'm leaving it in the car and I'm going to attmept to impersonate a co-worker in order to sneek into a company party!

It's a little patheic, but it's more fun this way!

so if you see me at the company party...call me Bob!!!

I'm posting a new posty.

Ok...

My phone is dead...

It died last night in a puddle....

All the people in my phone, are drowned.

A moment of silence please...sigh

I wil miss you ...phone.

boy Paul, this thing get's crazier every day.

I'm going stir crazy...

yes... crazy

I need to get out mor...err at all.

I havne't even gone christmas shopping (that's right christmas not xmas! jerks!)

I don't spell check

I sit in bed all day and write programs

I guess this is ok since it will soon be interspresed with graphic designing things (...poorly).

this is my life, and I'm not ashamed to share it....I'm not.....


gawd I'm such a senic (how ever you spell that overhyped word)


Ok no more bloging..... bloging...pfft

here's my new handle

--enknot.com
:Þ razzberries for everyone

all of this webbiness and my burgeoning antisocial demeanor are causing me to become more and more productive.

the ejtower.com and familiar site's are under way.

i know you don't know what the heck I'm talking about, but that's OK....

i will soon show you all better than I can tell anyone....