https://estrip.orgen-ushttp://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rssPaul Visco's surebert framework RSS creatorhttps://estrip.org/articles/read/happyhippie/43579/answers_for_imk2.html ]]>Fri, 07 Mar 2008 18:35:34 -0500https://estrip.org/articles/read/happyhippie/43579/answers_for_imk2.htmlhttps://estrip.org/articles/read/happyhippie/43576/Goodbye_so_hard_to_say.html
I have also learned not to get attached to 17 year olds. They are still young && fickle && I can't have my heart strings being pulled at this soon. I need to get away. I need a change of scenery, new people. I want to go to Colorado, but I can't make that kind of trip right this second. I need to get into some mountains though. SOON. I am not home here. It's really getting to me right now...

If anyone ever wants to just talk, let me know. I 'm so up to talking to new people right now. Just don't be creepy. lol. I'm tired of those kinds too.

.::peace to you && yours::.
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I went back to the doctor Friday. My atypia ( the cancerous cells) are dormant right now, thank green grass. The dysplasia cells are active but should go away by themselves in a year. So good news in that department.

Other then that I am having doubts about being engaged. I mean, I love Charles. I do. But we are just so different. The biggest thing right now, though, is that I have realized that I have feelings for a girl. I have been bi since I was about 15, but once I got with Charles all those thoughts and wants towards girls had gone away. That is until this girl got a hold of me. I don't know what to do....I'm a romantic dreamer. I don't know whether to go with my heart or my promise with a ring. ....

So my dog had her puppies. 4 alive 4 dead. Pretty normal for a first litter. I'm proud of her.

Callie is getting huge. She's only 3 months old & wearing 6-9 month clothing. She's so fat, but still such a cute kid. I did good. lol.


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Monster energy drinks are wonderful. They are my sin. Yummers.
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Off that subject...I am planning on my first attempt to make homemade shampoo tonight. We'll see how it goes. I've been making clothes for my daughter & I and am thinking about trying to go into business soon. What do you guys think? I'll try to post pictures of some of my work soon...

My little brother left for Basic training on Wednesday. I think it's just now hitting me that he is at Fort Benning right now being yelled at for everything. lol. I hope he comes back without his jackass attitude. He thinks he's "god's gift to women" & it's extremely irritating.

Another thing that is irritating me right now is the thought that women not shaving makes them "dirty" in society's eyes. I do not shave, except for my under arms, & I can't believe some of the comments I get from people. I am comfortable in my skin. I have actually become happy with my body since having my daughter. My body has been through something pretty major & I am proud of it. Not shaving makes me that much more comfortable & makes me feel like a women should- beautiful & close to nature. I don't wear bras either unless it's a special occasion & even then I wear organic hemp bras. Some of the looks and comments I get about that irritates me too. I am a small chested woman. the only time I have anything really needing support is when I am pregnant. So why wear one if it just bothers me? Exactly--don't. ") Do any of you agree with me or am I just in my own little earthy-world?
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