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<rss version="2.0"><channel><title>cduxstar's estrip.org Blog</title><link>https://estrip.org</link><description><![CDATA[cduxstar's estrip.org journal]]></description><language>en-us</language><skipHours/><skipDays/><docs>http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss</docs><generator>Paul Visco's surebert framework RSS creator</generator><item><title>UUHHH, MEN!</title><link>https://estrip.org/articles/read/cduxstar/21116/UUHHH_MEN_.html</link><description><![CDATA[Sometimes I just don&#039;t understand the way the world works....<br />
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So I ended a relationship at the end of the summer.  Well actually he ended it when he slept with one of my friends....<br />
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Anyways...So needless to say I now am faced with major trust isses.  I never had them before but after recent events, they have entered my life.<br />
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About 3 weeks later I experienced something I never did before....I met a perspective man whom I met entirely on my own, no friends involved, no connections.  Of course he seemed perfect in everyway...  It was strange not knowing boundries or anything like that.  I even waited until the 3rd date to kiss him (which was when he made me a candle lit dinner).  <br />
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We ended up seeing eachother about every two weeks.  It was like we were casually dating...it was a first for me but I was willing to experience it.  This went on for over 3 months and we hadn&#039;t even gotten further than kissing....<br />
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On Christmas Eve we ended up doing everything we wanted to do for the last 3 months......<br />
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I havn&#039;t herd from him since...Ok I lied he text me a week later at 2am for a bootie call...I was in bed and was not getting out.<br />
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I just don&#039;t understand it!!  I make myself wait for so long, I was SO good with him!!  I tried to be as best as possible, wait and make sure it was right.  Well after over 3 months I thought I was safe...I guess not!!  I don&#039;t think it is very unreasonable for me to want more after almost four months!  I refuse to be his bootie call every other week!Why do men always seem to never surprise me?  I seriously don&#039;t think that there are any decent men out there anymore. [<br />
]]></description><pubDate>Wed, 11 Jan 2006 05:24:10 -0500</pubDate><guid>https://estrip.org/articles/read/cduxstar/21116/UUHHH_MEN_.html</guid></item><item><title>My First Entry (about me)</title><link>https://estrip.org/articles/read/cduxstar/21115/My_First_Entry_about_me_.html</link><description><![CDATA[So my name is Christina (AKA Tina).  I am 19 years old and loving life, well most of the time.  I herd about this site when I was out with a friend tonight.  So i decided to check it out because I knew I would be up late tonight.  So lets see, maybe I should tell you a little about myself.  I grew up most of my life in Amherst, I graduated from Amherst High school in 2004.  I am a cosmetologist, or in better terms...I do hair.  To tell you the truth, I love it.  I love my job and am good at it.  I work at Sapphire Salon in E. Amherst.  <br />
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I am single if anyone was wondering.  I am looking for that Mr. Right, but let&#039;s face it, who isn&#039;t!  <br />
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I am always down to chill.  I love hanging out, burning one down, listen to music or watching movies.  Let me know if you ever want to get to know me better. <br />
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So for the past couple months I have been writing some what of a journal on my computer and recently decided to edit it more and turn it into a book.  I&#039;m not that good of a writer but have had a pretty crazy couple of months so I wrote about them.  <br />
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I think I may start posting some of it on here and let me know what you think, could it be a good story?<br />
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