now you can see the whole costume... im sad now that halloween is over. i never liked halloween until this year. i realized it has potential for full on glitter and camp, which is basically what makes life worth living! what to be next year...

this man i work with has a mild case of tourette's syndrome. i really think i set it off in him somehow.

he's actually a really handsome guy, and i used to have a slight crush on him, but he is always saying the weirdest stuff to me and now i just feel strange around him.

i know he thinks i am really pretty, so maybe i make him nervous or something???

anyway, yesterday i kinda yelled out a question to him, and i guess maybe i sounded a bit rude, but i wasn't saying anything out of line. i was just asking if an admit was cancelled or not. he freaked out at me and came over and and said a bunch of stuff about how i don't know ho to form conversations, and then used a weird voice and came closer and said,

"two can play at the vicious game sarah."


ok, what does this mean??? i am not vicious. i don't play games at work. i pretty much go there to work and get paid.

e:hodown thinks this whole situation is so funny, but i am just confused.

i have to go get ready for work so i can play the vicious game...

sometimes things work out way different than you planned.



this time the moral of the story is, you do not leave someone when they are sick. even if they just need to sleep and you are bored. just being there is what they need.


plus bedside water and gatorade helps.


a friend in need is a friend indeed.

that is the word to describe how i feel right now. my insides are at war.

i have been in contact with way too many sick people in the past week, and i thought i was invincible but i think it has caught up with me.

well its either flu or food related. god forbid i caught the swine, but i doubt it. but that would be kinda cool, only if i didn't die. but that's creepy because if i did get it and die, then i predicted my own death which means i am psychic and this whole time i should have been making bank with my own psychic hotline.

good thing i picked up a shift at one of my jobs tomorrow... i am hoping it all blows over.

i have to tell my vegas story but not now because i might puke all over my laptop.

goodnight.

so there were a million things i am supposed to do today but instead i am lying here.

my body is currently rejecting all food and water and i think i have food poisoning.


no one is around and i need some gatorade, but i am not sure i can do a trip to the store and back.


i hope it doesn't get to the point it did fours years ago when i collapsed... because it's seeming to head in that direction.

thanks e:theecarey and e:libertad for the concern!

im not feeling much better. i really have no clue what i have, if it's the stomach flu or food poisoning.

my praying to the porcelain gods has stopped, i guess as long as i only eat crackers and drink just water but my stomach is all in knots and it hurts so much!

i'm so tired of being home, and hoping to be able to leave the house in a few hours since i have done nothing in two days and i am starting to lose my mind here.

there's only so many movies one can watch...

I numbered it 1 because there is sure to be at least a 2 and 3.



On top of the illness wait no screw the illness.


I have a completely broken macbook everything erased forever.



Going to apple store fending off tear. My life from the past two years is on there. Everything. So so sad.

Being punished by god or someone really mean. Or both.

this is what happens when you lose a macbook and all of the info on it.

i would like to thank e:jenks for reminding me that there often is a silver lining.

it's funny the song silver lining by rilo kiley was playing when i was in the apple store...


so here it is:

a.) 92% on my math exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!! holla at yo 92%!!!!!!!!!! woot. pretty sure this is one of the highest grades in math i have recieved ever, and as you can tell i'm damn proud of myself.

b.) e:howdown wins sister of the year, even though she did forget my bday, but will me making it up with lavish xmas gifts im sure. she has the hookup at work and my sad hard drive is being shipped out there ASAP so her friend can have a look. i was going to send it to some rip off company in CA, and they were going to charge me anywhere from 400-1700. now i get an expert for free!

i want to change my username to princess sarah, is this possible??????????


i will be a do-gooder princess, the kind that steals from the rich and gives to the poor, like myself.

my sister makes me LOL:


me: its chat time beeeeeeeeeeyotch
ok, and no more talk about thanksgiving
i work annnnd aunt jean is going to be here

sister: wo hoo

me: ok
no woohoo

sister: ha ha i know
not fun

me: fun for you
to hear about
ok you need to talk to mom
and have her tell you about the plane
she bought me a book

sister: I want a book!

me: and its about some woman named sarah who saves thanksgiving

sister: sarah saves thanksgiving]

me: which is basically awesome and when you come for xmas we are having sotry time

she bought books for the baby too
i will buy you a book

sister: I want a book

me: do you want pictures?

sister: yes

me: ok

its a win win
im going to buy you a book that i want you to read me
at bedtime
and i want hot cocoa too
im gonna wear the footsie pajamas

sister: I hate those pjs
your feet are trapped

me: me too actually

always have

sister: me too


me: i bought new moon
does this make me a loser?

sister: no

me: im pretty sure it does
im a twihard now

sister: because my dirty secret is I LOVED THOSE BOOKS
I seriously couldnt put them down
it took me a while to get into the first one
but after that i read them all
emily is ashamed of me
they are poorly written
but i cant help it
i cant beileve i didnt tell you that

me: OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok good because im obsessed too
i watched the movie
and robbie p is so hot

sister: the movie wasnt that good

me: i had to read new moon

sister: not as good as the book

me: well i cant read book after watching movie anyway
im glad we can share this
dont tell emily lol

sister: no the book is SO MUCH BETTER

you miss so much in the movie

me: i cant ever do that though
idk
maybe ill try

sister: no you have to

me: do you own the other ones?
ok

sister: Um yeah
me: lol
hard cover?

sister: the last one because I couldnt wait for it to come out in soft cover
one of the very few times i bought a full price hardcover book

me: i love hard cover though
its so much nicer
and classier

sister: dude on the subway i want the lighest book i can carry
me: its my new thing

sister: i dont need to be classy
"classy books"

me: i only want hard cover
for my library
ive decided a library is the ultimate show of wealth and knowledge
both of which i dont not have currently

sister: omg you and paul should get together on that

me: you can tell by my use of "don;t not"

sister: ive decided a library is the ultimate show of wealth and knowledge
should be your new status

me: now it is

sister: that makes me laugh

me: i cant believe i never told you
ive felt this way a long time

sister: my motto is: I've decided a dungeon is the ultimate show of weath and power.
i cant believe either because its hysterical
I mean its true
but the way you say it

me: not a dungeon
that a turture chamber

sister: well i think that a dungeon implies that

me: which is the ultimate show of evil

sister: in a dungeon you can either hold people in a cell or torture them
if you have a torture chamber you can only torture

me: haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

sister: not also detain

me: i would like to detain you in my dungeon then