the more confusing men become and the less confusing math is.


with math, once you get it you can check your answers, and it makes sense.

I am hungover from 3 drinks. I feel old. Or maybe drinking is just not for me anymore. It makes me so sleepy and I have an awful headache. I.suppose its way healthier and I won't have to worry about the extra calories. It was bound to happen because I feel like I always wanted to drink in blo but not so much here.

i have been offered a job in the pharmacy at the hospital i work at which would mean leaving my current position which i kinda convinced my boss to give me. it would really be screwing the nursing staff over, since they would need to find a new secretary fast, and the desk does no run well without one.

so, if i go to the pharmacy, i would technically not be an employee of the hospital anymore, because the pharmacy was bought out by a company a while ago, but the pharmacy operates in the hospital. the pharmacy job pays more, has way better hours and is more flexible with school. plus the people in the pharmacy are super cool and laid back.

it would be super hard though because i will still have to see my former and maybe soon to be ex boss all the time, nut i am honestly so done with all of the psycho nurses who do things like write me up and call me "rude and insubordinate".

i like the thought of tucking myself away in the pharmacy, having less responsibility, and getting paid more for a sweeter job.

and i won't have to wait until my supervisor relieves me for lunch everyday, so i wont have to wait until 130 for lunch.





i just need a way to break the news nicely? help.

e:hodown's flight gets in in an hour. i will be the dutiful one to pick her up, even though no one im my family(ahem) evers takes or picks me up from the airport.

wait, i take that back. whenever i go to see the e:hodown i get a pretty sweet ride in a town car, or she gives me cab money. so that jab is solely for the momma ho who refuses any sort of ride or pick up from the airport on most occasions.

i am upset with e:hodown though, her septic tonsil nastiness has struck again, and she has strep throat. i will give up my room and bed and sleep in our cavern of a guest area to be woken up at 6 am every morning by noises of the coffee grinder and or the sun.

i told the e:hodown i am available to nurse her back to health when she has her tonsils taken out which was recommended by the doctor many a year ago. she is noncompliant, but i love her anyway.

i am now going to display tough love, because coming rights from the words of my sister, "i only feel bad for you if you were a child soldier or locked in a basement for 7 years." - something like that but you get the idea.

i am never online these days.

it appears i have obtained somewhat of a social life, and the internet gets on my nerves.

i have realized i much prefer real life situations than spending hours sitting with my lappy.

the exciting real life things i have done this week:

i ate lots of yummy international food

my car now has new tires and i dont fear my life on the freeway

i am kicking ass and taking names in bio and doing alright in math which is quite a feat

i read

i took naps

i probably sneeze every few minutes due to my intense allergies that seem to worsen by the day

i discovered a bumper sticker on my car that reads, "i love pork tacos"


pleasure in the simple things people.

I need to go to attitude rehab because I'm so negative and sarcastic and judgemental and I wish to be sweet and happy go lucky.

the importance of true friends.


not just the people who are there for the fun times, but the ones who will be by your side for the most difficult moments.

i am really lucky to have friends like this. as the years go by, i am realizing how much more valuable it is to have a small group of really dependable people around.

:)