so, living by yourself is a bitch. its expensive, nobody has dinner for you when you get home, and its expensive.


i have decided to cut back in anticipation of said move, and the fact that i NEED a new car. here's what i will be saying goodbye to:

*netflix

*internet(ok, maybe)

*my car, i loved you while it lasted

*alcohol for the most par

*any sort of clothes shopping, at all. but i do need to get new sneakers, so that doesnt count

im gonna keep my gym membership a my one luxury. im sure between all of the walking plus the gym i will be in tip-top shape in no time.

also, the fact that i will no longer have a car, means i can really be green party, at least for a short while.

ps. the police will never ever have your best interest at heart. dont let them catch you ridin dirty...

ok, its almost os ridiculous, so i may just laugh. or sit and paint and listen to emo music...

the 15 hour shift begins...

and only a few arent going to know what i am talking about. so ju8st ingore this post. i just want to keep a memory of these times so i can look back and laugh, and remember why i moved.

sorry, e:peeps, im still in high school.

i feel totally fine being alone. i dont feel like i need anything or anyone.

ok, maybe i totally need my ipod! and lipgloss of course.


i'm actually so ok, that i've pretty much lost any interest in dating. im more interested in getting good grades, getting ready for my huge move, and going to work. and of course, having great times with friends!






this feels good! :O) have a great day everyone!

whatever dumbass tells you that art classes are an easy "A" is wrong.

i now have to re-do a million projects for tomorrow, because my professor apparently grades my pieces way tougher, since she has discovered im not a complete idiot.

an fabirc printing, makes me feel like im some 1800 era poor woman working at a fabric mill. i shall have some very pretty pieces though!

off to walk my aching back a million miles, and then to the gym!

umm, ill be there. reason enough!

but really, i rarely get the chance to socialize anymore, and it would be great to see you all! hope to see you!


ps. spring is so close, i can smell it! and who knew i loved walking so much! i loves it. love it. loving it. feeling healthy is so great!

Hey e:peeps , let's continue the celebration, and all meet up at e:strip headquarters on Sunday before the parade! To give us time to get downtown and pregame, let's strive for 12:30-1:00.

The parade starts at 2pm and will kick off at Niagara Square and end at North Street. So, if you are Irish, you like the Irish, or just like drinking and want to have a great time... BE THERE!

If you need anymore info, just leave a comment.

P.S. It was great to see everyone at the party. A more tame time than usual, but good times as always. :O)

thats a really great song by "bishop allen". check em out ya'll thats some good shit for the ipod.

if you missed out, on the parade with me. well, you missed out. i hugged every old man, and even rode in a van with the parade for a bit. e:brit , i think you must owe me about $200 bucks for all of the bets you gave me. its the one day of the year i feel completely free. out in the street, drinking the crunk juice. oh yes.

now, im back in work/school mode and thinking i am totally ready for spring break. apparently the assholes at ecc, do not consider midterm a good time for spring break.

ive been celibate for way too long. perhaps i will become crazy born-again, again, and revirginize myself...


ps. i shall post some st patty's day pics soon...

when did the world become filled with assholes?

probably a long long time ago. and im probabyl one of them.

but, when an old old man falls on the trasin tracks dowtown in the pouring rain and at least 20 people stand and do nothing; that is unacceptable. this makes me sick.

im glad i was there to help the poor guy up.

being 23 can suck. but im sure being old and rickety, and having nobody to help you get up from the tracks when a train is coming sucks way more. and in the pouring rain. im so sick of all of the dumb-fuck "suits" that think they are too busy to help someone.

i know im girly and into celeb gossip. but i wont ever sell out and think im too good to help someone out.

this makes me soooo mad. i dont understand why people will just watch and not help out. i see it all of the time. people who dont hold open doors, drivers in such a rush that they cant let someone cross the street. where is everyone rushing to? why is everyone suddenly more important than someone else?

being 23 really doesnt suck. but i never want to see myself turn into somebody who is totally selfish and impatient. that would suck.

i think not having a car, and seeing how people who are truly impoverished live, gives me a whole new perspective. i live a totally pampered and self-indulgent life. i want more than that. there are so many people that have so much less than me, and i need to stop wanting more. the only things i want more of, are love, friendship, and compassion. ok, i do want more cute dresses, and some alcohol and lipgloss, but if i truly am able to give back, i think i deserve it.

have a great weekend ya'll. and if you see someone in need, dont just stand there. DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!

i fell last night and twisted my left ankle.

was she drunk you ask? was she stoned?


nope, just a huge dumbass. i fell to my knees and rolled over. i lied there for a few minutes. did anyone help me up or see if i was ok? nope.

then i walked home from target.

now, im going to lie on the couch all day. in the hopes that ill be able to walk again tomorrow!