this is what happens when you lose a macbook and all of the info on it.

I numbered it 1 because there is sure to be at least a 2 and 3.



On top of the illness wait no screw the illness.


I have a completely broken macbook everything erased forever.



Going to apple store fending off tear. My life from the past two years is on there. Everything. So so sad.

Being punished by god or someone really mean. Or both.

thanks e:theecarey and e:libertad for the concern!

im not feeling much better. i really have no clue what i have, if it's the stomach flu or food poisoning.

my praying to the porcelain gods has stopped, i guess as long as i only eat crackers and drink just water but my stomach is all in knots and it hurts so much!

i'm so tired of being home, and hoping to be able to leave the house in a few hours since i have done nothing in two days and i am starting to lose my mind here.

there's only so many movies one can watch...

so there were a million things i am supposed to do today but instead i am lying here.

my body is currently rejecting all food and water and i think i have food poisoning.


no one is around and i need some gatorade, but i am not sure i can do a trip to the store and back.


i hope it doesn't get to the point it did fours years ago when i collapsed... because it's seeming to head in that direction.

that is the word to describe how i feel right now. my insides are at war.

i have been in contact with way too many sick people in the past week, and i thought i was invincible but i think it has caught up with me.

well its either flu or food related. god forbid i caught the swine, but i doubt it. but that would be kinda cool, only if i didn't die. but that's creepy because if i did get it and die, then i predicted my own death which means i am psychic and this whole time i should have been making bank with my own psychic hotline.

good thing i picked up a shift at one of my jobs tomorrow... i am hoping it all blows over.

i have to tell my vegas story but not now because i might puke all over my laptop.

goodnight.