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Journal 25436 by Ladycroft

07/28/06 15:30 - 70ºF - ID#25436Category: contestjurassic 5: my entry
I chose to make my plea for tickets in a photo format. Thank you and goodnight. Ciao.



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they make me wanna sing, yo!



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i get so excited i wanna do cartwheels on stage



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even if i felt gassy, i'd still groove to the concert



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I'm worthy of swimmin with da big fishes!

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07/26/06 11:11 - 72ºF - ID#25435Category: deep thoughtspieces of me
I'm starting to feel a little bit like me again. I want to be back so badly and it's such a daily struggle, but I've been working hard at it. Something e:Terry said to me at the housewarming party really stuck with me. He said I was simply too hard on myself and don't give myself enough credit. It's true. I know I don't. That's part of what depression is. It's hard to focus on the good when all you see is the bad. It's hard to focus period.

I went with e:Libertad to another one of his Soka Gakkai meetings. It was so refreshing to be in a room full of people who were absolutely glowing inside. Yes, we all have problems in varying degrees. No one is immune to reality. But how we cope with life can in fact control us. I really tried to take the time, while they were chanting, to do a meditation. For the first time in a loooooong time, I felt a bit of peace in my heart and in my mind. Yes, I have a pile of troubles on my shoulders. Serious troubles that impact my life daily. But even if for that moment, I was free. I could breath, I wanted to smile and jump and clap my hands and do cartwheels.

The best part is, I didn't need a single drink or drug to feel that way. That is how I know a little piece of me came back. That is who I was all along. I am a beautiful person, inside and out. I'm not going to let anyone tell me otherwise, anymore. I'm not going to tell myself otherwise anymore. I am going to continue on my quest for peace and to bring vitality into my life once again.

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07/25/06 12:04 - 75ºF - ID#25434Category: festivalsterling renaissance festival
I always enjoy a good ren-fest. In my honest opinion, Sterling is not the greatest rather it's the closest. Some 2.5 hours Northeast of here lies a little village nestled in steep hillside. I simply don't understand why people try bringing their babies in strollers. This place is mud, gravel and mulch on very steep inclines. Eh.

There are a number of comedy sketches, musical performances, hand crafted artworks, and games to play. They do havea jousting field but the level of showmanship leaves much to be desired. The horses are beautiful though! Here are a few pics. Ciao.


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telling the story of Beowulf through mud...I wanted to jump in soooo bad

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his 'slingshot' weapon, a quadruple H bra

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steak on a stick, hmmmm

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that black blur is a hawk

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my sis-in-law grooming her tail

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me and big sis, muah!

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so beautiful

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the way this horse's head is tilted just makes me laugh

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watching the joust

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3 hoozah's for red and gold

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yup, that's me!

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07/21/06 14:50 - 80ºF - ID#25433Category: potpourrii miss you gramma
I'm putting together letters for work. I assist international students through the admissions and immigration process at Canisius. I get a report print-out of every letter generated so I can keep track of this process. When I opened up one of these reports my Gramma's address showed up. I was confused at first, thought I was seeing things. Then I realized it was in Ontario. Euclid Avenue is not exactly a super common street name but the fact that it was the same house number really hit me. Then I opened my phone to get a number and my Gramma's number popped up. I really, really miss her.

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07/20/06 12:42 - 84ºF - ID#25432Category: potpourrilament for aqua mouse
I enjoy riding my bike. Sometimes I'm tired or my ass hurts but I get used to it in a few minutes and I'm ok. Overall I look forward to my daily commute to and from work. I'm getting used to seeing familiar cars pass me by, other regular cyclists on the road and little old ladies watering their flower gardens in moo-moos and slippers. I've only had one negative incident where some fuck-ass actually honked at me and told me to get out of his way; I was in the bicycle lane on Richmond. Yep, minding my own beeswax in my private lane and some gorilla in an ice cream truck gives me grief.

Really my point is I miss Aqua Mouse. She went out in a blaze of glory, literally. So, she's off the road and the market for parts. Meep.

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