i do love buffalo. did i mention how happy I am to be back? I love this place!

sorry e:peeps. I was planning on meeting up for the din, but my boss called me into work....booooooooooooooo!

so. i feel I am a good catch. I am ready for some honest but good lovin....but of course, the hot single decent men in buffalo are slim pickins.

I swear people, I am adorable, educated, stable, funny, and have a good heart....along with a nice chest. where are all the men?

In other news. I had an interview at Roswell Park today with the smokers quit line. I need a job. so I want the job. but they told me pretty much flat out that I am over qualified. how is this possible? PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am either not qualified enough, or too qualified. I need a damn job. I have been in college for 6 years now. I think I can answer phones. no? maybe not. GIVE ME AN F'IN JOB ALREADY!

I feel like I am doing everythning I should be doing....but just not getting where I need to be.

I want a VW convertible beetle. so i might buy one. once i get a job that is. I NEED A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so. i was hired recently to do respite care for behaviorally challenged youth. I was assigned a case in Kenmore for a 17 year old girl. Long story short, it was awful...i met her one night and I had never seen anything like this before in my life. It was incredibly depressing to see a sweet 17 year old girl turn into a virtual monster. But I was more than will to stick with it. I understood it was an illness and that it wasn't anything personal. well. apparently yesterday she got on a bus with her internet boyfriend from michigan and moved. so no more case=no more job. fuck.

so i have reached my peak, and now i have to just get a job. it doesn't matter what it is at this point. so now i have a bunch of interviews for retail management positions. i don't want to do it, but what is a girl to do when she has a serious lipgloss habit?

this will look up soon. they have to.

found this today. thought i might share:



A > R > I > E > S: The Sexiest

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to fuck with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed.

I joined the BAC yesterday. I love it. I go to the one for women. no men being gross! and i got a personal trainer today. it was fabulous!