ok. so I have less than 2 hours before I have my thesis prospectus. I am FREAKING out man....I am totally prepared, but am terrified of the whole experience. Ugh! I can't wait till its over. I am going to need a few cold ones after this....


...in other news, I am going to the BMI urban music awards here in las vegas tomorrow. I get to go on the red carpet and watch celebrities and watch the whole awards show. It's hilarious. I am going to be the only white girl there....run DMC, rhianna, lil jon etc are all going to be there. HAHAHAHAHA. entertainment at its finest.

and the MTV video music awards is this weekend here too. I am sure the whole city is goign to be a zoo. awesome. NOT.


hmm. what else? I threw my back out big time. it is horrendous. I went to the chiropracter yesterday to get it fixed. I feel a bit better...but it doesn't help that I am wearing t-strap mary jane heels...I mean, how practical is that?

The countdown is on. home is less than a month. yes!

My prospectus went awesome. I couldn't have imagined it any better.... I am so happy about this! My committee was very impressed with my research project, my organization, and my ability to explain it....thank god.


So, to celebrate, danny and I went to the BMI urban music awards. it was insane. i hung out with fellows like sean combs, three 6 mafia, lil wayne, T-Pain, Lil Mama, etc. Yes. it was insane. entertaining to say the least.

what else? I got a pedicure today. hot pink toes! love it.

my dogs are sooooooo annoying. they are wrestling.

Oh! I got a new phone. the new palm treo. it's so intense. there is so much to learn on this thing, i don't even know where to begin.

so, recently i have been feeling very spiritual....I want something to find me peace and a place of content-ness....I have bought jade and buddist jewelry to keep my mind on the things that I value the most, and to bring me good luck of course....

I really want some indian food. that would be fabulous....we will see what I can scrounge up!

tonight I am goign to see built to spill. excited. this weekend is modest mouse. wonderful!

I don't even know what to say.

My heart hurts.


I haven't been this sad in a long time.


fuck.

every time I try to post on here, my internet gets messed up....I am goign to attempt to do so again....

I am leaving for home (buffalo) coming a week today.....I leave las vegas and start my journey across the US to end ultimately in buffalo.....which should be sometime around sunday night or monday morning.....

things fell apart here, and I just need to get home.

anyone know of any good jobs? or any job for that matter....I need a job. ANYTHING will do as long as I can make money and keep my clothing on.

I am getting my hair trimmed tomorrow.....I am excited.

Im exhausted. i need to go to bed.....gonight.

Hello e:peeps! I am finally back in buffalo....and it feels great! Now I just have to get my shit together, and put my life back on track....


on that note: for those of you who work at Roswell, it is seriously my dream to work there....I have applied to a billion posiitons, but I haven't heard anything about any of them....SO! I found a posting this morning of something that I have experience in and something I would love to do...job # 820-Clinical Resarch Associate I. If any of you have any pointers as to how I can snag the job, that would be so greatly appreciated. I am so in need of something that I can feel validated for....and htis job sounds perfect.

Yea, there are like 6 jobs that I am definitely qualified for. I WANT TO WORK AT ROSWELL..... please help!

I am getting published! for the first time! I am so excited.....I am getting my article about perinatal HIV transmission published in the Journal of the Nevada Public Health Association! yay!