Yo dudes-

I totally forgot about this thing till I was at PMT's house on saturday. Definitely time to start journaling again!

So- on the fly for today: LIPGLOSS!

I think I spent $80 on lipgloss this weekend. I know I have a serious problem, but I can't stop myself. I love it. I love the feeling of really good juicy sticky juicy lipgloss on my lips. It's a feeling like no other. I got a new color of Buxom (bare escentuals). I am in love.

I feel very pretty today. I will try to take a pic. We will see...

I miss e:lilho

have a good day e:peeps!

ok- last time I really wrote was a year ago- right before I took the state police exam. I did really well on it, but of course, it could take 5 years to hear anything. Not that that is my dream job by any means. On friday I had an interview in albany with the state health department. this, of course, IS my dream job. Lets keep our fingers crossed. it went really well, but if nothing comes of it, it was a great experience to go there and learn about the department, and it was also really great practice.

a lot has happened in the last year- i got really strange for a hot minute. actually, for about 3 years. haha. vegas did some really shitty things to me, not that I was into prostitution gambling or drugs....I just didn't really know what to do with myself, but life is back on track, and I am cooler now than I ever have been- but certainly, having depression is something that you just have to learn to manage. I am learning about it every day, and its never an easy battle- but once you get it, it becomes easier to deal with.

I am at a great point in my life though- I am about to go to Paris, which in it of itself is rad. I am totally into it. what else? I am awesome. seriously, i am a really awesome person, with a cute body, great hair, a fabulous family, a great education, a cute car, cuddly little puppies, and i have so much to look forward to.

what else should i update? I am still very much single...which is kinda dumb, but it works for now. the thought of having to put effort into a man that just isnt' worth my time isn't appealing to me at all. I like my 'me' time, and i like not having to answer to anyone or worry about anyone, but I am not goign to lie, i get a tad bit lonely at times. but that is what my puppies are for.

sophia and petey are still doing awesome. petey actually has a really bad case of puppy anxiety. it's awful, the little dude is always stressed out. I try to calm him down, but it might be time for him to upgrade to some puppy prozac. i think it would calm him down a bit.

dude. the shift key on this keyboard isn't working and it is making me look like a jackass. I swear i can type.

Im so hungry. I think I might go make me some grub. It is good to be back though- a year in hiatus was needed to regroup, but I am back.

k. will write later. bye.

well, I am sitting at my desk, and I really cringe at thinking that I need to make another 20 phone calls today to reach my quota. You people wonder why I hate talking on the phone- I am mandated to do it daily. and no just daily, but hourly. It's really rough to want to talk on the phone for leisure when you do it all day for work. It takes a lot out of you.

So, I am researching some stuff for my trip instead. I have found the hotel in which I am staying at in Paris- it's awesome, and so perfect. Now I am on the look for some great accommodations for the Riviera (Nice, Monaco, St. Tropez). It just looks so amazing. This trip is exactly what I need right now...I plan on going and being totally immersed in French culture, and come back and just feel refreshed. I have never really taken a vacation like this before, so I am sure it will be an amazing personal experience. Definitely looking forward to it.

I think I might dye my hair black again. Its been a few years since it was black, but now I feel my hair is growing- it's healthy, and I have a healthy tan so i won't look so ghostly. I know its going to be a bitch to get rid of it when I am done (e:lilho - you know of all my mishaps with black hair) but, I can't help myself. I am bored with life, a little dye job could be a quick fix.

You know, on thing about this time of year that is great: Robin Eggs Whoppers. I am totally into it. They are buy one get one free at Rite Aid this week. You best believe I went and got 2 bags.

My birthday is in a week. I think I might take a half day and go get a pedi/mani and just get away from my desk. Last year I bought myself a beetle for my birthday. I wish I could buy myself a new one this year. That would be pretty sweet. And simple.

Simplicity is my new lease on life: glamorous simplicity.