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06/30/09 01:32 - 61.ºF - ID#49127

I Hate My Family

I hate my family. I never felt like I belong in this family at all. Everything they do annoys me, the way they walk, talk, and even breath. I just get so irritated with EVERYTHING they do. I can't stand them. I feel like they don't like me very much either. They have all been extremely jealous of my success and life for years. They all hang onto me and just want money.

My entrie family are evil, maniulative trouble makers.

Is it normal for me to be so irritated with them? I get so mad to the point where I'll scream at them on the phone for saying something stupid, pointless, and irrelevant to a conversation. Do other people feel this way?

Now, I only see them every few years and speak to a couple of people on the phone. I want them as far away from me as possible. They just bring me down and are negative.



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06/29/09 01:02 - 63.ºF - ID#49121

Someone Just Sent Me Photos

Someone who I never met B4 just sent me photos of myself which I don't even remember from years ago when I was a teenager?

People from out of the woodwork are writting to me? I suppose I am just to hot to handle.





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06/28/09 11:44 - 63.ºF - ID#49120

Nomore Affection

How do you know if your husband still loves you if he does not initiate hugs and kisses

ask him,its important that you share your feelings with each other,if your in a true relationship you shouldn't have a problem opening up to him!make sure you are truly honest to each other and then you can't go wrong! good luck!!
i agree with the first answer....open up to your partner and tell them how you feel, if you can do it better by writing him a letter, than sometimes i do that as well...this month will be 21 years for me and my hubby and communication is a big part of the relationship....i wish you well....






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06/28/09 11:42 - 63.ºF - ID#49119

Is He Cheating On Me?

How can you tell if your husband is cheating on you?
Its easy to tell if your man is cheating on you... and if he is and you two aint married kick his ass to da curb!
now the first way to tell is if he shows less interest in you
he will not have sex with you for multiple times
and he would want to into public less with you
tell you i love you less
not let you look at his cell phone
strange numbers will appear on his phone
he will tell you he is going to hang with his friends more often
and the number one way to tell if your boyfriend is cheating on you is if he says......................................... "i was working late," a lot

OR if he says "im going to my uncles house for supper" then that means he is really going to a nightclub.
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06/28/09 11:39 - 63.ºF - ID#49118

Tired Of People Impersonating Me online

I keep getting these weird emails and my friends send me links to websites that say stuff about me....its not even true? It actually makes me laugh. People post my photos online and pretend to be me and they actually have conversations with the imposter and its hilarious.

There is hundreds of fake websites about me all over the place? WTH? People need to stop being so crazy, im tired of the stalkers. Im too busy for these pesants.



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06/28/09 11:35 - 63.ºF - ID#49117

Sometimes I Cant Believe My Reflection

Sometimes, when I look in the mirror, I can't believe my reflection.
I walk by and I see this really really hot guy and it turns out to be me!

It actually shocks me. I am good looking but when I notice myself in a mirror I am stunned.



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06/28/09 09:05 - 70.ºF - ID#49116

I Love Fur: Big Deal

Ya, im a guy....but i love fur. Im a male model. Everyone keeps messaging me on facebook and myspace and telling me im bad....well I am not bad, I just happen to love fur. I have chinchilla,mink and fox. I would absolutely love to have a tigerskin fur coat, now that would be amazing. You can see me and all my sexy fur photoshoots on .



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06/28/09 08:58 - 70.ºF - ID#49115

Jelous Haters on Myspace

I keep getting all these really jealous haters on Myspace that add me as a friend. Then they turn out to be major haters.

Everyone wants to know me and sleep with me but they have to learn that im not a whore. They have to be educated on my life.

Im a sexy guy, yes, but im not a slut and im tired of all these people calmmering for my attention and my body.

I am taken and I don't want to have sex with anyone. Get over this fact.

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06/28/09 08:29 - 70.ºF - ID#49114

People Say Im Hotter Then A Prince

People say im so sexy, that i should be royality, im not joking. I walk down the street and they come up to me and want to get with me and they tell me how beautiful I am.

I just can't help myself. Im good looking....its hard when I can't go anyplace without being mauled.



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06/28/09 08:14 - 70.ºF - ID#49113

Why are Guys so Complicated?

At first its all about the chase, then as the months go by...they all want variety and turn into sexaholic, lying cheaters and their buddies mean more to him then you do.

He likes to keep you close...just so he knows he has some control, he needs to know who im with and where I've been....

But he can go do what he pleases and lie about where he is and who he's with.

He treats me like im his friend instead of his partner...then he feels guilty when im 5mins from dropping him off at home ...so he shows little affection.

He wants me around because I've become more of a comfortability blanket to him then a lover.

I suppose he is just too young and immature.



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